:/ i fear i am like dual-personalitied.
in primary sch, everyone thought i was damn serious and or seriously pissed off/angry all the time hahahaha what the. my ex-crush who 'crush'-ed me back in those days (but who is now very officially legitimately honestly gay... wtp lol.... quite funny, how often does a person get such a cool description eh?) he used to tell me a few years later, and even now lol that i used to look damn pissed off at the world, especially around him. wtf hahahaha. i wonder how i even got an (ex) admirer through that nonsense.
but anyway, secondary school and jc, i got better? In jc, my teacher even asked me if i was an only child, coz he said i had an "only-child" look, apparently coz i smile and laugh too much. ^^ hehe awesome me.
but now, i think im reverting back to this damn serious/easily ticked/awkward person again. ah shucks :/ and people say i look scary/too serious/angry in class. omg D:
OTL why oh why. and damn awkward. i never used to be so awkward and non-sociable. In jc, i was damn sociable lor, always trying to strike convos with people (esp in start of j1) and went for every extra cip/activity or something. maybe i just need to tell myself resolutely. because i remember i resolved to go out and make friends in jc. need the same resolve again.
wasting time here once again. haha. ugh.
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