omg sarah kay is awesome. she's a spoken word poet and every phrase or sentence is pure and wonderful. haha. thanks mirrrr for sharing this with me :)
"If I should have a daughter, instead of Mom, she's gonna call me Point B, because that way she knows that no matter what happens, at least she can always find her way to me. And I'm going to paint solar systems on the backs of her hands, so she has to learn the entire universe before she can say, "Oh, I know that like the back of my hand." And she's going to learn that this life will hit you hard in the face, wait for you to get back up just so it can kick you in the stomach. But getting the wind knocked out of you is the only way to remind your lungs how much they like the taste of air. There is hurt here that cannot be fixed by Band-Aids or poetry. So the first time she realizes that Wonder Woman isn't coming, I'll make sure she knows she doesn't have to wear the cape all by herself. Because no matter how wide you stretch your fingers, your hands will always be too small to catch all the pain you want to heal. "
"That there'll be days like this. ♫ There'll be days like this, my momma said. ♫ When you open your hands to catch and wind up with only blisters and bruises; when you step out of the phone booth and try to fly and the very people you want to save are the ones standing on your cape; when your boots will fill with rain, and you'll be up to your knees in disappointment. And those are the very days you have all the more reason to say thank you. Because there's nothing more beautiful than the way the ocean refuses to stop kissing the shoreline, no matter how many times it's swept away. You will put the wind in winsome, lose some. You will put the star in starting over, and over. And no matter how many land mines erupt in a minute, be sure your mind lands on the beauty of this funny place called life. And yes, on a scale from one to over-trusting, I am pretty damn naive. But I want her to know that this world is made out of sugar. It can crumble so easily, but don't be afraid to stick your tongue out and taste it. "Baby," I'll tell her, "remember, your momma is a worrier, and your poppa is a warrior, and you are the girl with small hands and big eyes who never stops asking for more." Remember that good things come in threes and so do bad things. And always apologize when you've done something wrong. But don't you ever apologize for the way your eyes refuse to stop shining. Your voice is small, but don't ever stop singing. And when they finally hand you heartache, when they slip war and hatred under your door and offer you handouts on street-corners of cynicism and defeat, you tell them that they really ought to meet your mother. "
some phrases are wonderful... but the way she says them is even better. :)
Ouran high drama is AWESOMEEE. OMG. hahaha fangirl max. after huaijun introduced it to me, i totally promoted it to soooo many pple and fellow anime lovers hehe xD told ding, jack, dom (who doesnt watch D: and suanned me abt it tskkkk) plus sarah who watched ouran. hehe. only ding was appropriately excited abt it. but really cant wait for the next ep. its so goodddddd~~
HAHAHA. easties have recently got into a habit of sending ea other disgusting smses interchangeably. HAHA. epic ttm. ding is damn grossssss. mir too!!! HAHAHA. altogether the 4 of us are incorrigible. me and mir were laughing silently like mad in the sch library on tues over smses we were spamming/being spammed by ding and syakir while they were on the train home. hehe ohhhh yeahhhh im unbeatable. ding couldnt outdisgust me today! so he gave up xD even tho he regularly wins syakir in disgustingness coz that's the only way to shut him up 8D... syakir's damn scared of smsing ding nowadays. HAHA. luckily smses cant be hacked. or ~dum dum dum dum~
:)okay hope tmr is pdtive. yay gonna collect our free lucky draw funpacks (with rox, merv) and we're gonna study too (joo gian's coming to study too tho she's not collecting).
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Sunday, July 24, 2011
going to tianyuan's art exhibition at ion orchard was SO COOL. hahahaha she's my new idol XD
so nice to know what you are passionate about and what you truly want from life :)
in the aftnn we played basketball :) funnnn. then stoned around canteen with chris and merv. then we went to orchardddd.
hahahhaa a very very fun hilarious time. think i havent laughed so much in awhile. had a crazy time cracking iffy ambiguous puns too ;D especially around dawn and jon. hahaha being shameless as always is fun. i think i can influence some classmates to talk in the eastie way alr :D (Y) the slightly shameless puns and statements. hehehe. buddy totally gets/understands my iffy statements lor!!! hahahaha tsk my dearest tallest buddy not so innocent ;D HEHE or maybe im just a good influence..... ^^
sigh how to rmb the damn epic good convos if i dun type them out tho? D: next time can look back and laughhhh hahahha
*dawn rests her hand on my shoulder coz her highheels hurt* Angie, you're a very nice armrest, just the right (low) height.
me: -.- why dun you go hold jon instead!
dawn: his shoulder too high
me: you can hold other parts you know *subtle wink*
jon: just dun grab my butt can already
dawn: what, there's a print there saying "place hand here"
me: OMGGG dawn you have hand imprints there alr? :O :O ;) i dun wanna know what you guys do manzz~~
jon: yea dawn, what did we do ah ;)
merv: jack, you meeting mr koh for movie later rightt, secret rendezvous
jack: yea la yea la, we're watching an r21 movie ;)
dawn/yiling: in 3D?;) the "sex and zen" one?
jon: later halfway thru the show he goes "ahhhhh, its so warm in here" *pretends to unbutton shirt*
me: and then the show becomes 4D~~~ ;)
someone: jack blocked mervyn in the photo
jack: mervyn see lah, i told you to not be behind me!
merv and/or jack: "then u keep pushing and pushing me from behind.." "no you were pushing and pushing back" ... (and it goes on)
me: uhhhhhhhhh, not a very appropriate convo going on ;)
them: OMGGG.
yayyy that last one totally almost sounded like an eastie convo :D a typical gay convo tsktsk.
anw i was sick with the flu today D: sian. unproductive too. finally overcame my dizziness from flu syrup at night. did abit of bio only and then just played audi and slacked xP
played with dom and dingjun. hahaha sian they damn pro lor!!! but anyway YESSS, i beat ding for one game!! for once!!!!! must be because i stringed like 5 perfects woohoo. XD combo x4 whee. but dom owned all in the end D: but the only way i got 2nd must be because my comp stopped lagging for that song. the other songs i keep having to play by ear the rhythm coz with lag the beat bar will never be where its supposed to be :( either too fast or slow. so with playing by ear, i got not much chance of perfects except if its a slow song or one i really listen alot. tskkkk.
okay, time to sleep. gosh MUST be productive tmr. i wonder how hard everyone else is mugging
bet its alot D:
okay you should forgive me for repeating convos here. my post gets too long. maybe i shuld just type epic stuff in a word doc LOL like at the start of last year we had an epic quotes document right. hahaha. but so seldom our class has funny convos like this!
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Thursday, July 21, 2011
Can skip the first part's talking... but the dance (which is only 1 minute of your time) is so intense and wow and sweet. ahhhhh. hahaha i love the song. just downloaded it too. was deciding between posting the song's mv or this.
Original Music Video: Leona Lewis- I Got You
A place to crash
I got you
No need to ask
I got you
Just get on the phone
I got you
Come and pick you up if I have to
Go ahead and say goodbye
I'll be alright
Go ahead and make me cry
I'll be alright
And when you need a place to run to
For better for worse
I got you
I got you
everyone, no matter how independent, will be glad for a caring soul.
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Monday, July 18, 2011
was typing gp essay for the essay seminar tmr -.-'' haha got abit too carried away typing about books... my question wasnt so bad actually. (okay i REALLY need to read The Road by Cormac McCarthy. since i used it as an example, i better read it sometime. haha. so many things to read, like Lord of the Flies also. zzzxxc, all the morbid books.) zomg i wish i could be a book reviewer.
why don't english lessons let you write fiction/ fantasy/ sci-fi/ crime/ etc anymore. so boring :/
writing is fun! (even a gp essay -.-) too bad i freaking waste so much time. coz i use microsoft word and i always digress off to reading fanfic/reading trashy books in my cupboard. GOSH. go and die, waste so much time. the entire weekend!! amagad. haha i still recall last time in sec school, being so free, me and renci planned an entire 40 chapter long fanfic and typed up a couple of chapters (xD good old days) hehe procrastinated the rest away tho ^^ and i cant believe i also tried to type a few other stories on my own also. haha. sian. no relaxation time now. (but i still waste time) grr.
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Saturday, July 16, 2011
[huge edit. delete. delete. if you read anything between the time of posting and 1am, well.... forget abt it. sigh]
gosh. what is with adults and their pride?
i hope i don't grow up to become like that.
now... on to happier things.
yesterday after school went to grab a quick snack at Nex with ding. haha too bad mir had to stay in school for her "like a riot" concert D: we realised that syakir CANNOT BE COMMUNICATED WITH.... for nuts. he's seriously damn lousy. mutual conclusion of the 3 of us. everytime we sms/msn him something, wanting to know some answer to a question, he'll reply (a longgggggg while later) with something that doesn't answer your qn. -.-''
"ehh, are you joining us? has your VS sec school thing ended already?" simple question right.... a long while later, he replies "i at east coast lah". we were like omg what a dumb bimbbbbb. so we gave up on him and went to eat by ourselves. cream puff! i likeee. think we've eaten it a thousand times... after archery trainings and with boonlay pple. its sooooo good.
HAHA the most epic thing happened to us. mir and syakir would have laughed their heads off too. gosh. we were walking past this television screen selling booth.... then (like in all electronics shops), they were showing some movie on the tv to show how good the colour quality is yada yada. at first we both thought it was some guy's bare chest.... (tho i was thinking, omg why this guy quite busty) and then the screen panned outwards/zoomed away, and it was a woman. and it was some scene in a strip bar. LIKE ZOMG WTFREAK the sales assistants are damn faillllll, they chose such a wrong movie to show on the screens. HAHAHA. ding was like "omg i thought it was a guy too, then was wondering why so lumpy." LOLOLOL. then as we were walking off while laughing our heads off, we saw the sales assistants all horrifiedly rushing towards the tv screens to switch them off. HAHA. there was a small boy standing there with his mouth open also :O lolol so epic. syakir would have totally become too exciteddddd if he was with us.
the two guys need to stop flirting with ea other!
syakir: (blah blah blah) but i only want ding jun~
(dun ask me what the prev context of this convo was, it doesnt really matter also, coz ANY TOPIC under the sun can be turned into a sick/shameless one -.- ahaha)
ding: coz i treat you so good right ;)
syakir: heh ;)
me/mir: omggg. can yall just stop. might as well go hold hands lah.
syakir: *holds out hand*
ding: *takes it*
me/mir: AMAGAD.
hahaha shit.
okay too much time wasting here.
math lecture would have ended in tears without you. thank you. that was a really nice thing to do :)
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Wednesday, July 13, 2011
idk why im emoing over gp too. it's just that, i didn't even take the test properly (seeing as i did it at home with quite alot of time) but i can't even get my essay reasonably right.
or maybe im just depressed these days.
each day i feel so fricking stressed. im angry at myself, at others, at myself again (really, mostly just myself). the angst is killing me. but i cant find anywhere to haul it off to.
im damn annoyed at how slow im progressing (if you call it progress at all ._.)... at how i am really so behind everyone. Not only the blank chem bklets which several pple are still in the same boat as me and can still claim to not have done... but i really havent done a single tutorial for so long i cant rmber what it feels like. so that makes it even worse.
and my screwedness is showing. it really is. it's showing so badly in my results. fk.
i know i need to study. i want to study. i really really need to. but why do some insist on making you feel like you're being weird/too mugger/hardcore. and the very people who make me feel like im not doing something right, are doing so much better.
am too impatient these days. emoing at every turn. all the bad feelings are surfacing. i cant really stand this "me". but somehow it's so hard to paste that smile on if you really don't feel like it. am feeling unreasonably angry too. at people who have done nothing but be nice to me. im sorry, ignore the earlier paragraph.
pretty soon im going to become a loner. coz im afraid ill snap/get into a fight with someone just coz of how much angst i want to let loose these days.
worse comes to worse maybe i will. and hope & hope really hard that i will be forgiven with time for that.
sometimes i just want to die in these shackles.
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Tuesday, July 12, 2011
hahaha okay just let out a lot of negative energy and had a damnnnnnnnnn good online bitching session/ self-psyching session. feel damn psyched up to mug/study now. tmr will be the day i start with a goal in mind.
awesome.
thanks amos!! HAHA what a bitching time. literally. omg.
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Sunday, July 10, 2011
haha i have no idea why im suddenly watching archery world cup championships on youtube! LOL started off wanting to see if i could find coach's gf in the videos! (world archer omg :O kimberly's damn pro) then ended up watching a team gold medal match between korea and russia. no wonder koreans own in archery all the time. they are so impressiveeee. gosh. haha all of the girls' faces are like so dao, smooth, cold and marble like. hahaha but damn cool :D
and somehow shots that get them a 10, just look soooo right. their wrist just drops after the shot, but their arms remain still. OMG mega-isolation and control. and the distance is damn far. amagad.
okay, this weekend was semi-useless. i need to stop slacking and stoning around!! i didnt really use the comp alot... but time just flies :O hahaha. hmmmmm. what a mystery xD
sigh. i really dun want to get back math on tues. i will try my very best to not show emotions (prob wont work out) :/
tho on a side note, im very thankful, happy and warmed for you guys who were concerned enough to ask after me becoz of chem :) you know who you are.
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Friday, July 08, 2011
got back chem today. sigh. for the 3rd time in a row, my marks are freaking stagnant. and WOW not even in the good way like yong jin's. *sarcasm* gosh. seriously, mrs tan needs to STOP doing that. everytime she expresses mock disappointment in some of the guys for getting A's or B's, i think some pple in class want to punch something. okay, well, i want to punch something. because of what a mockery life is. [but at any rate haha good job to those who did well tho, they put in good hard effort and it paid off (or for some they just maintained xP) but that's really great all the same. sometimes wish i had their brains.]
and then there's the fact that i worked freaking hard on chem and math this holidays, but i know these 2 papers will be so screwed up. (okay chem has proven to be screwed up). sian lah. really very scared that all the cca crap from j1-j2 has really caught up and killed my studies dead. holyshitcrap. am in the bottom 5 in class for chem. its not like i didnt study you know. wtf. everyday 9am to 7pm studying in school during june hols. but now im scared my parents will think i wasn't actually studying in sch but off gallivanting somewhere else. oh joy.
i hate crying in class over marks. but it just happens. even though you want to tell yourself it doesn't matter. and the worse part is when mrs tan asks you to READ ur fricking percentages out to her. like yea, rub it in, let's go! -.- sigh okay, she's nice enough, but during paper checking, she is such a terror.
to my dear friend of so so many years i can almost lose count:
I don't know whether you read this, but at any rate, I'm sorry I'm not much use when you're down and sad :( i never really have been... sigh i think im a bad friend who takes more than gives, everyday I get so many favours from you, but I don't have many to give D: but i will try hard to be better :) plus I can't say consoling stuff well, can't say the proper things properly D: sighhh, chem sucks, but you will do better!! we will try harder yea :) and *pat pat* you will obviously do better like the awesome girl you are! you always doooo. and so naturally smart HAHA :) Love youuu muchhhhh for everything you've been to me, hopefully i can be the same back someday. :)
to my dear darling girl who has made my short 2 years of jc so wonderful to me:
Don't give up!!! Let it all out (it's okay coz everyone has their periods of emotional rawrrrrr) then let's try hard again :) I'm sorry i'm not much use again D: sighhh (i lack in the comforting skills department SERIOUSLY) but i hope i was a bit of use today, even if only a tiny bit. Hope you aren't too demoralised and down, i understand if you are, but i know you're just the girl to just keep trying and you will get it right this time or next time :) no matter how many times it hasn't happened, there might always be one more time when it WILL!! (that sounds cliche but i hope there's a measure of truth in that) Love you much much much. keep smiling, coz you're just gorgeous when you do ;) hehe. and anytime if anything, you can come to me, really really, don't emo in solitude :) it's not an imposition at ALL.
i don't like typing things like this. but since it's already formed in my head. might as well.
cryptic messages because im a coward. but it's okay. one day, i will say it as it is. one day when it no longer matters.
---
innumerable times you have left me trailing
so many times
there is this tiny part of me whispering
why do you try so hard to keep pace?
it won't pay off.
(but there is also that part that insidiously whispers: just maybe it will?)
try to ignore it and fail.
so i stare at your back, conflicted.
well, i'm not the one
who's always the first to say bye.
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Wednesday, July 06, 2011
today's pe was great! hahaha. inter-class frisbee.
our class was totally underpowered, man. haha tsk at the 4 class guys for ponning school to go NS checkupppp xP. after splitting into two groups, our group had chris, yongjin, rox, sarah, sandra, tianyuan, me. we had so little pple today there wasnt even people for substitutes! lol so we played continuously! tiringgggg.
haha the first class we faced we got trashed HAHA coz all not warmed up yet and they got frisbee player LOL zomgosh. but anyway as we rotated round the field, we got better :) haha yayy, only lost 2-1 to the second group we played with. for the third group, we were actually winning 2-0. then after that, they got scared and subbed in more guys.... making their team 4 fresh guys and 3 girls while ours was still the same 2 guys 5 girls (and we were all dying of exhaustion) ah well, in the end they caught up to a tie D: but not bad lah. today was damn fun! i like frisbeee.
lol i think it also got better coz everyone started playing hard and stopped putting themselves down haha. i feel slightly let down when i hear pple constantly saying they can't do it/they don't like playing frisbee/they don't want to play... i mean, they can (they're fit and can play sports good... in my opinion) and you always never know till you give it a shot right? haha positive thinking :)
(now if only i could apply that positive thinking to other aspects of my life-.-.... shall try hard to i guess!)
so anyway, in the end we had excellent team effort IMO :D awesome game!
after school, went to eat lunch with easties :) went to eat at Laksania at NEX. ding's classmates are retarded and annoying omg i swear. they were all waggling their eyebrows at us when we were walking out of the hall after assembly. like come on, we were alone only cause mir and syakir were waiting downstairs. we think wc might be spreading rumours to his bff (a girl in ding's class) that's whyy got these retarded rumours... either that or its nicole -.- hahha today me and nicole were like doing our usual snap each other's (ermmmm) straps fight in the LT... LOL xD she even got nic eu to carry her bag -.-'' so she can come after me full force. amagad. scaryyy gal. ahaha.
okay omg that Communities of Practise Facilitator Workshop thing that alot of exco/ blyc peeps went to on tuesday that mdm ho sponsored(and missed a day of school for) was so usefullll! too bad i didnt go but ah well its okay. they made friends with the CEO of the Secret Recipe chain (Ms Sim) who also opened Laksania as a social enterprise restaurant. so if they go to any of the outlets, they can get 10% off. OMG D: hahaha too bad when we went laksania she wasnt there.. wonder how she and mdm ho are so closeee. there are pictures of the 2 of them around the shop. HAHA and being the spastic idiots syakir/mir/ding are, they were like purposely putting on bimbo accents pretending and pointing at the picture "oh my gosh, that's my mummy!" HAHA. im so sureeee. we are so not Desiree (the daughter), we dun even look like her xD.
okay. went to run today :) im damn unfit nowww D: after 3 weeks of sedentary sitting down, i can't run 5km without breaks anymore D: i ran only 4 and had to walk because cannot take it. danggggg. okay maybe coz today the wind was totally BLOWING AGAINST me (which is really a dragggggg) but no excusesss. haha okay shall try to make good on my running plans more often. cannot degenerate into unfitness!
i really hope my bow doesnt get hard to pull after a few months of not shooting D: that would be reallyyy sad. was nostalgically reminiscing over how, at the start of last year, i found it soooo hard to even pull my new metal bow once. and slowly it became easier and easier until it was nothing much big deal to be able to pull it.... such that all you needed to concentrate on was your form and the bow poundage was no longer an issue... hahaha good old days :)
kk time to end post~
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Tuesday, July 05, 2011
haha aiyah why am i in holiday mood XP okay so anyway, spent the whole night downloading songs :O HAHA. downloaded alot of korean songs that i found out thru playing audi. and then downloaded a couple of awesome english songs that classmates ordered in kbox :D
downloaded songs by The Wanted (i lovee all time low and lose my mind) and The Script. and also those trashy songs i obsess over with the easties XD like S&M by rihanna hehe.
just realised that The Man Who Can't Be Moved is such an awesome song! The chorus is addictive and damn sweet. woahhh.
`Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on the corner of the street
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haha REALLY shouldnt have stayed up till 2am watching anime yest... ended up zombie-ing the whole day in sch today!
goshhh. felt myself falling asleep in every single lesson till the last one (math lecture) goshhh. missed so much esp during econs lecture where every single half-sentence i write ends up in unintelligible squiggles and sleep induced-words. hahaha oops.
at least i stayed in sch to do abit of work today.
ohhh read finish the fanfic i was reading yest at 2am. (and no it's not objectionable whatsoever). the plot was so goodddd and it's damn niceeely written. omg i envy writers who write so well that you can even feel the emotions of the characters and when they're sad/heartbroken, you feel that twisting sinking painful feeling in your chest as well. gosh.
the ball was never in my court. but in yours.
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Monday, July 04, 2011
the feeling of slackness and relaxation~~ ahhh. feels good.
lol today i decided to play e piano (for the first time in a long time, coz my strings have finally been repaired!) ahaha. am so glad i can still play my grade 8 exam piece (Ravel is a crazy contemporary basket hahaha so manyyyyy weird notes, change of keys and random chords of irregular sharps double sharps and flats lolol, but i just love that song. anw, omg finger memory is awesome. i really dunno what the notes are anymore, nn if i tried to read it from the score still cant playyy... but i still know how to play 3/4s of the song by blanking out and trying to rmber the feeling... the last time i played it was sec3?) haha yayy ^^ but once u cant blank out, cannot play alr D:
the other 2 out of 3 exam pieces i cant even rmbr OH GOSH D: sighhhh. the second piece still can sight read abit... but the first piece is a gone case. grahhhh haha ah well~~
then spent another hour trying to learn Tong Hua from the score i printed ages ago~~ gosh. just kept replaying the same few opening bars again and again (ONE HOUR) just to make it smooth. -.-'' i think i no need to learn finish the song alr.... that is why i give up so easily HAHA. whole day print sheet music but nvr finish learning hehe. oops.
okay going for class outing now~~ happy slackness~whoosh.
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Sunday, July 03, 2011
holy crap.
went to google a calorie counter earlier. shitttt. haha damn scary seh. running 5km which already makes me freaking proud of myself, burns only 265 calories. LIKE WTS. ALL THAT EFFORT for 265 calories? -.-
amagad. and to lose a kg, you need to burn 3850 more calories THAN you eat, (not just burning 3850, but burning that much more than you EAT) oh gosh. futility in the extreme. HAHA. darn. and that's just for 1 miserable little kg. life suckssssssss.
i wonder if shopping makes you lose weight. i feel even more tired after shopping than after running 5km. HAHA. hmmmm.
yay today i bought 2 tops ^^, a pair of skinny jeans from uniqlo (finally have oneeee, hell yeahh :D havent had a proper pair of wearable jeans since sec 3... -_-) omg uniqlo is awesome, they offer alteration services for your jeans free of chargeee! plus it is damn professional and they get it done in an hour :O hehe gonna buy jeans from uniqlo from now on~~ and a pair of shorts. yay
HAHA. my bright pink top (sigh since my dad insists i should wear some bright colours besides black black black brown grey black black... hehe xP so i bought something BRIGHT *blinded*) says "take it out" ;D hahaha easties will have a field day with that i think. lol ding says syakir is already excited -.- tsk. HAHA. we are all so disgusting.
end post. shall go run now i think. but at 10pm the lights in my condo go out and its kinda creepy to run then D: sighhhh.
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i sometimes wonder how much people judge me when i confide in them and rant. i really hope not much :/
i hate that i get so fking affected by the same things at home over and over and over again.
and i wish i didnt have anything that would push me to that brink of angst and emotional volatility. just so that i dun have to burden my friends with the task of dragging me back from that very edge.
annoyance, anger, sadness, hurt, anger all over again. everything i keep suppressed. a mask of silence and occasional nods.
just because i don't want to prolong the agony of listening to your bitter poison laced words all over again if i say the littlest thing.
words have such great power to wound and maim. its a pity you are such an expert.
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Saturday, July 02, 2011
CTs are over.
on the bright side, this is the first time ive studied so hard ever in JC (and maybe even secondary school years) xP seriously? an entire 3 weeks? hahaha. am amazed at my hardworkingness of going to school almost every weekday to study from 9-6pm.
sigh. bad part: learnt that even with studying hard, there are some things you just can't do. like do well for math or chem paper D: because that stuff is all about practise and basic foundations but i hadnt been studying thruout the 1.5 years, so really, what did i expect? WHAT did i expect. sigh. but really spent so darn long studying chem and math (such that econs had only 2 days and bio about 4days) you would have thought math paper wldnt be such a disaster for me :/
ah well, not the time to emo now. shall just wait for the results. meanwhile, shall try not to lose the momentum of studying. really need to catch up to our dear hardworking fellow schoolmates -.-
but anyway. thursday and friday was epic playtime :D hahaha. went to eat bakerzin (one for one pasta :D) with sarah, rox, sandra, jack, amos, yifan, chris. then JAC had to go write their essay entry for the econs competition and yifan followed them even tho we told him he was more than welcome to pimp with the girls (LOL) hahaha. ah well. the 4 of us went to watch Xmen first class :D hehehe. spent the entire movie, fangirling to roxxxx over magneto (younger version. OMG michael fassbender. the hottest villain ever. dayumm, smoldering into the camera. ahha the eyes and the sharp features. okay need to stop gushing. but seriously :O) the movie was damn awesome, good plot, cool characters! seriously, seems like the mutants were more powerful the last time. emma frost is damnn cool (telepathic plus can turn to diamond?) and the ending was so saddddddd, we wanted magneto and prof X to remain friends D:
the entire movie, the best parts were the parts where the 2 of them were bros (hehe bromance. totallyyyyy, one of the best parts was when charles xavier was helping erik (magneto) unleash his powers, it was damn touching, coz it was about him letting go off his hate and pain. and the part where charles got hit by a bullet in the spine and erik was damn distraught and rushed right over. ahhh cant describe lah, but the on screen chemistry for the two male actors was mindblowing. (and i mean FRIENDSHIP okay) (heh even tho the inner yaoi fangirl is making itself known somewhere in me ;D) haha and we ate 1-for-1 frolick yogurt too :) hee, all the one for ones!
okay after that, went home, then ding, syakir and mir came over for sleepover xD my parents wanted to watch wimbledon tennis tho, so we didnt play kinect first, holed up in my room and watched a movie on my bed. Never Let Me Go (based on a novel by Kazuo Ishiguro), wow super nice, its about some people who grow up designated to be "donors" whose main purpose in life is to donate their vital organs. D: so sad, but a very arty movie. haha won an oscar too. hehe i think mir and syakir enjoyed themselves on my bed too much ;D jkjk. nahh, more like ding and syakir. disgustingggggg idiotsss hahaha.
then went out to play the kinectttt (dance central is awesomeee :D) haha my bro so nice, he carted the xbox out from his room and installed it back outside so we could play. sadly its in his room again, ever since he bought A PERSONAL TV for his room last month OMG X.X. haha then after that we watched a horror movie this time. me and mir were like clutching ea other in terror and not wanting to be at the side. hahaha only dingjun was like "huh not scared" then he sat semi-alone at the side couch near the balcony (that was dark and windy) crazyyy. then we went to sleep.
we are damn sick. gosh. cannot stand the two shameless pseudo-gay guys alr. hahahaha. whole day ding and syakir flirting with ea other (i think they learnt it from me and mir OOPS ;D)
S: last night, didnt get much sleep leh
D: hehe ;) but we did it quite fast what
Mir: no wonder, me and angie heard disturbing sounds coming from the living room (coz the two guys sleep on the couches outside)
S: see la, dingjun!
D: I was already covering his mouth. who ask him be so loud ;)
S: cannot help it lah ;)
OMG shameless!!!! ding says the only way to shut syakir up is to be more disgusting/shameless than him. hmmmmm i think its not working. HAHA. i dun think me and mir are that disgusting right~~ ;) hehe. okay actually we are quite bad ;)
okay then we went to eat breakfast at bedok point the next morn. ding went off to have his listening compre chinese CTs xP sadlife. hahaha. then syakir went off to the mosque for his morning prayers. so meanwhile me and mir went back to my condo (to get ding's clothes coz he left his clothes in my bathroom, bimbbbb xD) but went to camwhore around the estate walk-about area downstairs first ^^ yay prettyyyyyyyyyyy pictures :) haha the grass, the sky and the pink bougainvillea look damn nice in morning~ kay then we went off back to bedok for Kbox :D huiyi joined the four of us from nearby.
kbox membership is damn awesome. 6bucks for 4-5 whole hours of singing :D hehe all the bimbo bitchy songs like rihannaaaaaaaa and britneyyyyyyyyy. gosh. and we were damnnn zihigh. like me and ding spammed alot of korean songs (coz i spam him with alot of korean dance vids on youtube so the bimtch is addicted too ;D) and all 5 of us were pretending to sing korean. HAHA like halfway after we dunno how to sing the korean words, all 5 of us start going "kimchi"! "bibimbap!" "saranghae~~" and "oppa!" HAHA coz thats what all the korean dramas are spammed with~ and then like "kim jong il!" out of nowhere. LOLOLLL laughed like siao. cant believe we even finished the whole few korean songs in this non-lyrics way (coz normally kbox you order too many songs so u skip thru after the quarter/half way mark right) ahaha.
so fun =)
and the best part is, after having all that fun, it was only like friday night.
kk anw today i was such a good kid, am so proud of myself :) did half a chem mcq bklet. AMAGAD :O hahaha are u surprised? coz i ammmm. nvr did work 1 day after exams end before. and tho its not much, not bad for a slackerrrrrr like me :D hehe nah more like i did it while waiting for my auditionsea game client to redownload :D but stillll... nn gosh so nice to be able to take aftnn naps without feeling damn guilty and behind-schedule. that's what the entire june hols was like. ahhhh. okay am going to watch anime now :)
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