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Saturday, February 26, 2011
2/26/2011 12:54:00 AM

omg. today was superrrr tiring!!

had pe today and did IPU, planks, then arm gym machines X2 (lat pulldowns and assisted chinups) then leg machines X2... haha reminded me of archery gym sessions! then immediately after had to rush off for archery training

whew, first training with J1s, superrrrrr tiring! Our trainings are super serious and hiong again D: TSK. and we didnt have much sick spastic humour todayyy D: SIGHHH. Did 140 pushups (2 sets of 70... each 70 consists of 20 wide-arm, 20 normal, 10 diamonds, 10 sphinxes, 10 spidermans. LOL) Haiz... ran also. and then shot alotttttt also. OMG arm muscles and back muscles dying halfway. went to nex food court to eat. haha food was only so-so tsk. but had a funnnnn time talking with TT, yiling, suching xD after dinner.... :) love how we can all just hang around and can talk abt anything.

tmr: have boonlay activity at East Coast Park. hahaha what irony. xD


thinking abt little actions/gestures accumulated today make me feel happy enough to survive thru a day of lessons and pt!! hahaha. :)


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Tuesday, February 22, 2011
2/22/2011 03:12:00 PM

ahhh. for the first time in a long time, left school for home at 1.30pm. awesome =) haha lol rmbr discussing with amos last wed on the way to smu abt sad lives and school making all of us go home when the sky is dark. tsk.

okay. i feel happier inside today than in a longggg time.

abit late, but i have a resolution for this year.

Was remembering the times in the past, where i was actually a good student, a good daughter, a good friend. I could once actually teach people stuff last time, and friends even said i was good at explaining things understandably and nicely=)

The past, where i could work hard, at the same time play hard and enjoy the "after" with friends.

The past, where i could be happy with myself, be independent. Where i was happy to hang with friends, but also super comfortable to be alone. The independence, the strength. where did all that go?

But anyway, shall try to stop myself wallowing in self-pity and regret. Decided that im going to try my hardest to get all of that back. Less talking about slacking or wastedness, no more distractions, no more excessive smsing when im bored and sian and trying to procrastinate from work, no more actual slacking on the comp for hours on end (youtubing msning etc), more work doing, more concentrating, more listening and talking to family members and friends when they need me. They deserve as much. And I think i deserve as much too. Today spent the day hating my life in school, dreading going for lectures and tutorials not understanding anything, despising how i behave sometimes to people... but this really can be remedied. Just have to start trying.

Hopefully things will go up from here. Shall hope not to disappoint myself and others anymore. Disclaimer: The operative word is "try". might relapse and emo sometimes but hopefully not. tsk.


I really want to chuck my handphone and laptop aside for the whole day till later when everything im supposed to do is done. but have to keep comm lines open in case there's boonlay stuff/ archery stuff and other stuff i need to do. ah well.

PLEASE LET ME KEEP MY RESOLUTIONS.
whew got that off my chest.


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Monday, February 21, 2011
2/21/2011 09:58:00 PM

yay :D lucky rock! -smiles-


and zzzxc for self-censorship. haha.


AMAGAD BTW AWESOME SHIZZ SONG:D:D
Jar Of Hearts by Christina Perri


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Saturday, February 19, 2011
2/19/2011 09:05:00 PM

parents went outtttttttt to watch BLACK SWAN WITHOUT ME ZOMGGGGG. D:

sigh. i bet they could have totally sneaked me in lor! anw, what are cinema operators going to do if they discover im a few months short of 18? i bet they would let me in anw, seeing as parents are there -.-

haiz. nvm shall get to sneak in some other time i guess ;DDD

haha yesterday, stayed back in school till 10.30pm with exco trying to sort thru interviews! haha the school is quite creepyyyyyyy at night! and OMG CANNOT believe waichoong and kenneth's utter pervyness over pretty girls huh! HAHA. and o.m.g. waichoong is totally being converted to being a bimbo =D HAHA. our good influences. he now whines at us, gasps like a bimbo, says omg alot more, and can be a total bitchhhh also. HAHA and when we say bitch we mean that in the nicest sense possible 8D ahaha. cant believe a year tgt has made us use the word so liberally. i rmber before jc, that word was like scandalous. LOL.

ohh me, mir, syakir, kenneth were on our way to buy back dinner from j8 to school and we met jim! HAHA. he totally got sucked into our sick pervy joke/innuendo-filled world. ahahaha. hmmm, shld not post mir and syakir's totally shameless convo here or theyll have no reputation left (at least what little is left of it 8D)

i reallyyyyyyyyy love this cover by sam tsui and christina grimmie. AND OKAY I REALISE IM QUITE (VERY) SLOW with regard to english songs. xP sigh. need people to keep me up to date.

Damnnnnnnn niceeeeeee :D hahahaha thanks brandon for giving me the mp3 :)


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Wednesday, February 16, 2011
2/16/2011 10:46:00 PM

today's h3 was frickingggggggggggggg SCARY. i have never felt so helpless, useless and dumb in my entire life. oh wait. actually i do! all the time in chem tutorials D:

zzzxc. but anyway yayyy omg dominic and amos are lifesavers! explain damnnn well somemore! hahaha actually more like amos, rachel tan and i got a damn good personal tutor xD

haiz i really need to start studying seriously. D: stresssfullll. okay good, if im starting to feel stress, means ill start working harder soon :D


but anw meanwhile: THIS IS DAMN EPIC FUNNY!!!! 8D totally made my dayEpicly bad analogies in USA high school student essays HAHAHA


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Tuesday, February 15, 2011
2/15/2011 05:46:00 PM

LOL zomg the list of invitees for the IE Singapore tea session thingy is SO SCARY. it has allllllllll the smart people's names on it!!!! OMG

hahaha no surprise right! There's the usual last time RG all time pro people like zongmin, wingyan, weiqing, joline! then add in all the RA people!! Zomgosh and youth club people are so smartttt. waichoong and gang! haiz how come i know so many smart people but nthing is transferring over by diffusion at all??-.-'' HAHA. tsk smartiesss. wc, huaijun, royston, hong en...

okay. i realised i forgot to blog about competition on sunday! hmmm felt that i improved quite abit from the last comp :P but still wasnt good AT ALL in comparison to the others who are damn pro D: and have the time to train like siao too! sigh. well. hmm cant believe dingjun did worse than me tho... tsk must be really too much change to his form coz nvr train coz of orientation!! ah well. need more strength!! i think going for archery gym sessions rather religiously every week monday has helped abit =)

okay hahaha it was fun and epic and retarded as usual =) even tho we were at a comp!! :D but no competition pressures ^^ yay that's the way to keep calm and cool anw! Omg reminds me. that day when our class went party world ktv right... i popped by the room where archery peeps were for awhile.... and immediately when i went in.. i heard russell and jordan singing the spoof to Yesterday by the Beatles. shit it's superrrr damn sickkkk. but quite epicly funny also!!


"Syphilis.
How the hell did I ever get this?
Oh the pain whenever I take a piss,
Oh I believe in syphilis.

Leprosy.
I'm not half the man I used to be,
Every time I cough things just fall off of me,
Oh I believe in leprosy. "


LOL. what a way to kbox 8D and also 5 mins in and ALREADY there was yet another "that's what she said joke" TSK.

okay i really really really need to do work. shall finish up some BLYC stuff then catch up on my very behind chem and game theory stuff. =(


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Monday, February 14, 2011
2/14/2011 10:22:00 PM

thanks for the awesomeeeeeeeeee hug and vday wish cheryl :):) my dear batchie :) i wish i see you around more often!! haha thanks for giving me my only wish xD love ya very much dear! haha somehow all around us (class and ccas) no one celebrates vday much! but its okay everyone is so impossibly busyyy.

hahaha sigh miss RG days... when we were all so free (in terms of time and emotions!) i remember writing notes for everyone and also giving chocolates :) hahaha those were the days!

today i held the cat :D:D:D hahaha carried it away from the seat near us coz buddy and everyone else was too scared to eat lunch properly! hahaha ITS SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEZXC. It just hangs nicely and warmly and softly and docilely in your arms :) hahaha then it just bleahhhss there in my arms while i transport it somewhere else :D so cuteee. the only living thing i held in my arms today :)

haha somehow was in the position to comfort two sad/emo people today.... D: cheer up my dear T and B... good friends abound everywhere, just have to find them =) and they'll wash away your troubles like the rain. vday woes tsk.


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Saturday, February 12, 2011
2/12/2011 11:26:00 PM

Friday was awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeezxc.

hahaha TAKE 5. :)

Participated in Amazing Race with Mir, DJ and Syakir!! HAHA tsk huaijun wanted to call us the bimbo squad. SO MEAN.

anw not bad lorrrr we totally got 3rd/4th!! haha =) proud of us!! Though we were superrr bimbotic throughout. At the first game, the one with the footdrill! LOL luckily three of us were from UGs last time so doing footdrill is like second nature, but ding didnt know how to do! COZ the dramaqueen xD (from drama last time) never did b4! hahaha but we werent so fail in the end! tho there was one part, the station master was like "YOU! *pointing at dj* you never stamp!" then he was like total bimbo tone "i did whattttttttt" *then stamps petulantly* HAHAHA LOL we all burst out laughing after that. LIKE omg did u just bimbo-attitude them. xD

the second game was some 2 pple shooting foam off another 2's shirts!! HAHA the two archers immediately saboed the other two into being the ones getting wet and foamed coz apparently we can shoot better 8D HEHE. but then right, coz our team wore dry fit shirts.... somehow the foam REALLY couldnt be washed off!! it stuck to the shirt like barnacles. hahaha so even tho we were hitting the foam spot on with water guns... they didnt come off xP

the third game was at the merlion! answered a couple of questions abt CNY and total defence!! (hehe awesome, we had a few prior tips from huaijun 8D and also one of the station masters was mouthing the answers behind the girl asking the qns!! dunno who he is but wahahah xD she was so surprised and thought we were damn smarttt)

fourth game was some singing chinese new year songs backwards game!! HAHAHA damn epic. and so much for our apparent bimboness lor xD we memorised in one try and got 100 points yayyy ^^

fifth game was the LUGE STATION. AHAHAHA. damn funny when we got the clue... we were reading the first line and were immediately like "AMAGADDDD LUGE!!!" so we ran off like laughing maniacs -.- HAHA. i bet the other grps thought we were crazaye. so funnnnn. the upward ascent on the sky lift like thingy is damnnnnnn cool! we took a few zipai shots upthere :D yayyy fb profile pic material :D then we screamed for fun and out of highness! LOL jack's grp who were 4 plus seats away could hear us from up there! HAHA. siao alr. LOL they had a free camera picture taking service but when they took our picture we were busy camwhoring with ours!!! DAMN FUNNY. the picture of us taking pictures of ourselves! HAHA. soooo us!

friends are the chocolate chips in the cookies of life =) so nice a phrase =) (which was the answer for the station btw. ahahha)

okay then we walked back (coz too tired alr..) AND CONTRARY to popular belief we actually ran quite intensely lor D: and i was sick somemore TSK. okay. then we realised got one more last station!! the go in pairs piggybacking ea other across to the finish line while kicking a ball! HAHA. omggg. there were random J1s crossing our path! then ding kicked the ball but it bounced off them and came back. we were like OMGWTF. hahahaha

okay later after take 5... went with sarah buddy, rox, sandra sheep, jack,chris,yifan to eat lunch at vivo food court! then we went to PARTYWORLD KTV:D cheaper than kboxxxxxxx and had a whole lot more variety of drinks as well as songsssssss :D hahahaha =) had SUPER ALOT of the newest hits!! for english songs as well as korean songs etc etc!! zomg. haha they had Dj got us falling falling in love again! yay :D

then went to eat dinner at The Soup Spoon!! niceeee food :D yummyumm.

yay today i finally did finish my chem QA. :D feels accomplished! even though i didnt do anything else today xP haha okayy tmr is competition!! shall sleep soon then =) hope it goes well!


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Tuesday, February 08, 2011
2/08/2011 09:58:00 PM

kenneth's epic bday celebration today after blyc interviews was AWESOME. HAHAHA. made him wear his shirt (with very nice writing on it hehe filled with puns and teasings all over!) and his pink boxers (with even nicerrrrr and epic-er writing HAHA) and made him walk from the canteen to the amphi!!! and it was damn good coz the amphi was having griffles girls tryouts!!! HAHAHA.

-earlier on-
Mir: ehhh let's make him walk to the amphi in his new clothes!!
Angie: HAHAHA cheerleading tryouts!! zomg all the girls... he will totally hate us.
Mir: OKAY let's do it.

HAHAHAHAHA :D dun worry kenneth. you're still awesome. even tho u say im a guy who's gay D: and even tho u suan me abt fatness all the time (look who's talking!!!). SUCH AN ASS. but our boonlay way of celebrating bdays is seriously nice lahhh xD everything we gave him (from the bubbles blown from the bubble gun to the hello kitty pink frilled cake) was filled with hints and puns abt him and ahem AHAHAHA. OKAY.

sigh feel the beginnings of a flu/cold.

plus superrrrrrr tired. not enough sleep :/

have to wake up early later to read thru h3 stuff D:

shall sleep now... 10pm to 3am is actually 5 hrs of sleep :D not bad!


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Monday, February 07, 2011
2/07/2011 01:33:00 AM

want to stop myself dancing to this familiar tune

with me as the marionette

and you the string master.

tossing everything to the wind each time a string is pulled.


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Sunday, February 06, 2011
2/06/2011 01:01:00 AM

dunno why... these days dun feel the urge to post much anymore! maybe coz too busy watching vids and laughing at stuff!

okay tho wednesday was totally wasted slacking/stoning around besides reunion dinner... thursday and friday were just visiting and more slacking on the comp

today was awesome =) went to miranda's house in the aftnn before going to mdm ho's house :D

we watched damn alot of spastic gross vids and sang songs and was shameless and bimbotic!! SYAKIR NEEDS TO STOP his bimbotic ness OMG.

watched movies later (abit of "the tourist" which had soooo fail pirated dvd subtitles that we abandoned it after much laughing and went to watch happy feet!! :D SO CUTEEEEEEEE (baby penguins) and sorry lor stupid yingyao and kenneth wont stop suanning abt how i cried at the sad/touching part! IT WAS SAD okay! need to find watching partners who cry at the sad parts in everything they watch xD

hmm the food at mdm ho's house was okayyy i guess! tho quite cool they hired chefs to cook laksa/popiah/carrotcake on the spot besides the usual buffet spread. and also our YUSHENG WAS DAMN HIGH HAHAHA. zomg toss until one grassroot leader lost his chopstick midway thru and also all the yusheng fell EVERYWHERE. LOL omg you know why? halfway looked around... we caught ho sheng (21 alr still so childish) scooping yusheng specifically to put on pples hands -.-''!!

the highlight was actually when we all went to another room (karaoke room) and played heart attack but with the pig game (the level1-5 pigs game) aiyah some orientation pple reliving their og games again 8Dbut damnnn fun! played until finally got a forfeit of 3 people (yingyao, huaijun, ho sheng) HAHA made them do objectionable stuff!! LOLOL suggestive dance with ea other ftw! laughed until throats hurt and started coughing hehe thats how bad it was xD

visit to mdm's house was fun =) though alot of adults/and people we dunno there! but i guess that's what u get from an open house. miranda,kenneth,ding, syakir, me, yingyao, huaijun, royston, samantha. nt bad 9 people of the countdown comm went! tho the first 7 came from mir's house! so nearrrr to mdm ho's i realised... ohh sadly huiyi left nn didnt come for the house visit! D: hehe had loads of fun suanning her in e morn tho 8D yeayeayeah. ;D

awesomeeeeeee song. [Cover by sam tsui] Hold it against me Britney Spears OMG damn nice cover for britney's new slut song (LOL in ding's words) utterly bimbotic lahh. go and fanboy over these kinds of songs! HAHA.


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Wednesday, February 02, 2011
2/02/2011 09:14:00 PM

i. want. more. alcoholllllllllllllllll~~

HAHA. omg riesling white wine is freaking fantastic. so fruity and nice and warming. wine is so much better than beer which just tastes bitter/cheap/watered down and gross. wahaha. siannnn dad corked the bottle back.... and im too lazy and hazy to uncork it to get me somemore. ah well.

things i absolutely love today:

1. Hot and piping steamboat soup :):)
2. Riesling
3. CP Prawn dumplings!! (rox and i are utter fanatics for this :D)
4. Fresh prawns (ahhhhh)

i want to watch burlesque!! the movie starring christina aguilera and cher! HAHA me and mirrrr were watching the trailers/snippets in the comp lab yesterday and we were apparently making weird noises of fangirling. huaijun came in and thought we were watching objectionable material -.- HAHA. wthhhhhhhh!

and i have come to the conclusion that my uncle (who is unmarried and so comes to our house for every single celebration ie. christmas, new year and chinese new year...) either has been alone so long he can't find much to talk about OR he never talked much in the first place that's why he's alone. psps i dun mean this in the mean way. after a while of trying, my entire family was like SILENT DOT DOT DOT. HAHAHA in contrast to our usual chatter abt nothing in particular.

but hmmmm, silent people are just so hard to communicate with. and there are also some people who arent silent and are actually quite cool pple but somehow you can never seem to get along...

but luckily (thank gdness) there are also some people whom you dont even have to try, but every convo is filled with laughter (be it of the mad kind or not), endless chatter and same wavelength-ness :)

my wish for the chinese new year: please let these people bother to keep me in their lives =) i will certainly treasure it.


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2/02/2011 12:11:00 AM

haha so conflicting. i have a whole host of funny epic stuff to post abt but am right now also kinda emo.... so what to post??


the FUNNY:

HAHAHA omggggggg. damn epic mass convo with mir and syakir yesterday night! SUPER SHAMELESS ALSO. haha in syakir's words: if anyone actually sees our convos... we will all be so dead. 8D damn utter retardedness!

but anyway, now whenever i call mir (on phone or in person) we go "hey BABEHHHHHH~~ ;D" to ea other. *cue weird looks from people around us* HAHAHA. LOLOL earlier this aftnn, mir and me said that to syakir over the phone and he said it back when he was calling mir after his pe class ended. So his entire class heard and gave him the weird looks! somemore the bimtch went on to say "OMG we said at the same time!!!" so right after that his entire class was like Whattheshitholycrap. HAHAHA.

was sitting at wishing well to study with jack, roxanne, sarah... after rox left and sarah left with her stuff for harmoc, the two bimtches previously mentioned ;D showed up! HAHAHA i think jack now knows how utterly weirded boonlay pple are xD such a traumatising experience probably! ahaha. tried to study econs notes but was not very productive! hahaha. later chris came, and we were all like trying to expound the value of lame jokes. HAHA. -.-''

okay came back and slackedddddddd like shit. coz its the HOLS and who cares!! wheeee (even tho im behind but aiyah play abit :D) hahahhaa OMG most funny vid ive watched in a longgggggg time, courtesy of huaijun! HAHA. i like! (just ignore the one sick reference inside 8D)
Evil genius PHAIL


okay after all that, feel quite high. shall save it. night peeps =) hope you have a nice holidays :) i hope i will :D

but anyway heard a nice quote yesterday: Happiness is a journey, not a destination :)


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