lol just reached back from boonlay at 2am.... and have to settle some stuff and now's already 3am OMG. and i still have to wake up at 6plus am to go BACK to boonlay -.-
argh. hahahaha i really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really hope it doesnt rain. OR WE ARE SCREWED TTM MY FRIENDS.
haha. ran around the entire day on an errand running trip *cough saikang cough* with mir.... getting clubhouse decor logistics (photoframes, world maps, glue, tape, crepe paper, etc decor materials), collecting the 200 printed prog bklets, printing photos for photoframes and printing some A3 posters for clubhouse... then came back and got used as manual labour to CUT UP STICKERS and tear up styrofoam into bits.... WHY? because i (among many others) are a saikang warrior. but im particularly used by mir.... decorating the club album right... she's the one coming up with awesome shizzz ideas for making the scrapbook look DAMNNN NICE and professional... hhahaha then i just do the saikang outlining, cutting, sticking, glueing, punching out individual letters with the special hole punchers xD HAHA. oh renci is the ultimate xD WHY DOES SHE LOVE LOGS??? sign up for orientation plus countdown! hahahaha xD we few days of logs searching/hunting and we're dying... imagine doing that all the time??!! haha logs fetish!
today wore that free boonlay activity shirt (think it was from one community walk?) that says "CREW" just cause it was the ultimate saikang warrior shirt and then kenneth, syakir and EVERYONE kept asking me why i wore such an ugly shirt. shallow bitches. haha xP today my dad sent me and easties all the way home to their doorsteps. hahaha 4 other pple besides me who live in tamp(dj), tamp(syakir), simei (yingyao), pasir ris (mir). sigh reach home later than them!!!
OMG whats wrong with me. i have limited sleep time but im here typing crap. okay HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBUDDY! :D
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Thursday, December 30, 2010
arghhhhhhhh. so much to do, so little time and sleep... grawh.
too busy and wanting sleep to type a proper post today...
running around bras basah the entire afternoon today and having everything go wrong was utterly draining. phone died, no way to contact wc to confirm our budget/money, had to beg borrow phones and exchange sim cards to get the contact numbers... rawr and then all the shops kept offering 900-1000 bucks for the 200 bklets when our budget was 400-500 dollars max. zomg. ran around the entire bras basah complex and then went to this random shopping centre opp national library and ran all the way to sunshine plaza further down on bencoolen street. finally i sat in the last shop and the shopassistant was so nice! he let me borrow hp... plus change sim card, plus sit there for over 20 mins... waiting for wc's call to confirm whether to buy for 800 bucks or not... then finally the answer was like "no dun buy" and i was damnnnn paiseh. but the guy really wanted our business i think so he offered 480 bucks for 150 bklets... which was a damn good price!! hahaha took the deal! and borrowed the shop's homeline a couple of times too. HAHA.
reached home and got scolded by parents.... again. sian lah. making my life chao difficult and the thing is. countdown is the day after tmrw. CUT ME SOME SLACK. i have a sinking feeling, after all the fights/shouting matches/drama since christmas these last few days.... i am really gonna be grounded in the new year.
grawrh have a headache now... yest had a cold. i. need. sleep. badly. this might probably be the last post till after countdown. coz tmrw will be in boonlay from morning 11am (10am to brasbasah to collect prog bklets) till probably midnight.
night folks. and happy new year hahaha!
on a side note, i love phone calls :) they are nice.
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Wednesday, December 29, 2010
countdown is really killing us this week. zomg. all of us reaching home at 12.30-1am EVERY NIGHT now coz we dun just go boonlay on mondays anymore but will today tmr, and thurs... and then we are still receiving tasks from waichoong to complete asap in his smses at 1-2am... ZZZ -.-. dies. haha and all of us think wc is seriously disappearing. so thin! looking from sideview will render him invisible. too much stress and no sleep.
and i need to do a whole bunch of stuff but its 1.30am, have been sleeping at 3am the past 2 days, and i have a running colddd. rawr. annoying. but i know a whole lot of pple are rushing stuff now while staying up so shan't complain!
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Tuesday, December 28, 2010
26 dec was a good day =)
haha asked brenda over to my house to study :D or shuld i say "study". hehe yayyy. don't have to stone and be unproductive by my lonesome self! wahaha. if not id just be wasting my time stoning in front of my desk xD or sneaking on my dad's ipad! hehe ended up talking more than anything xD but yay. since i can't go out... why don't i bring my friends over to my house!
Later that night had reunion dinner/ family gathering sorta thingy :) hahahaha the most fun family gathering IMO in years!! maybe coz all of us cousins grew up and are now more talkative/fun/outgoing. wahaha. damnnn lame. cuzzies (daniel & zhijie) + bro + me... we camwhored like CRAZYYYYY. yay new fb profile pic :D hahaha borrowed the bunny & cat ears from our nieces/nephews (zomg there's a younger generation already -.- and we havent even grew up yet zzxc) and also played sadistic card games involving slapping hands real hard. lolol!
today had to go out since afternoon till just returned at 12.30am... Went to buy the acrylic frames (zomg 100 bucks ea-.-) and GOH countdown presents/tokens of appreciation and print photos for our guest book/album showcasing our events of the year so the GOH can sign on it! haha later went to mir's house to do the album... since waichoong said we could skip the meeting to work on the book instead! YAY OMG it's damnnnnnn prettaye! because we liberally bought ALOTTTTTTT of scrapbook decor materials (the super pretty and expensive kind u see in scrapbooking shops that u would really LOVE but dun buy because they're ridiculously priced!) hehe we were totally being tempted into misusing the 400 bucks they gave us to buy stuff today ;D
hehe =) we got artistic skillzxc. made use of mir's sister abit for saikang ;D (but mostly it was ME doing the saikang bits xD) and then did the book while watching some freaky show called Fringe. it's damn scary!
ok night, im superrrrrrr tired. why is it 3 am again? coz i read thru my email inbox to clear the countdown mails away -.-
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Sunday, December 26, 2010
i just realised yesterday i posted 4 times.... (though technically the first was for the day before) and each one deteriorated in mood lol..
ah well.
all ive gotta say for today is that i totally WASTED it omg. -.- but that 家有喜事2009 is a NICE SHOWWWW, havent laughed so hard in ages！
on a side note, anw, thanks friends for showing your concern =) and for asking after me yest night, really made me feel a little less lost, a little less alone nn calmed down after ranting too... besides those who asked if anything was wrong.... but for those who really let me rant and did not judge me.
you guys, including those who cldnt be around last night but would surely have lent me your shoulder anw:), you mean the world to me :)
nn sorry for ruining your xmas if i did... :X
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Friday, December 24, 2010
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this afternoon i was trying to sleep. have this pain in chest that spreads down my left arm to wrist. rawrrr. 5 mins in my mum comes in to BLOW DRY HER HAIR. zomg after 15 mins of excruciating sound, she goes out and i close the door. only to hear my phone ringing and someone asking me to rush rush rush and call someone to translate our MP's speech into malay by tonight. Call finish alr, suddenly mum bursts in again to ask me unceremoniously to help dad carry groceries up from downstairs. sit back down and get another few calls about our boon lay youth club record of 8years publication. first telling me that it must be rushed out this year. (OMFG HOW TO GET A PUBLICATION OUT IN 6-7 days?) then after 3 garbled panicky "ok wait i call u back" calls later, they tell me its now april. wahhh. sian im really gonna get a heart attack alr. hahahaha.
i gave up sleeping off the pain alr. and i really WANT to switch off my hp.
rawrrrr. okay. im so glad to be working with awesome lovely people, just that timings and places are so screwed just coz we are BOONLAY yclub. haha.
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OMGGGGGG. GAIZZZ, WE ARE FAMOUS. HAHAHA
Lolol yayyyy Boon Lay Youth Club appeared in the Straits Times Main Section Page A29 todayyyy. :D:D Our A.C.T. Camp photo!! ^^ hehe yay luckily i chose the right pics to send them. But anw, too bad out of all we sent, they didnt choose the Saturday @ Boonlay picture... that one was so epic and halloweeny XP oh and our countdown got featured in Life Section Page C2. Darn it. Serangoon Swing stole Hady Mirza, Michelle Chong (OMGGG she rocks lah D:) and a whole bunch of celebrities. Haha and i remember we wanted Taufik at first, but he got taken by Punggol's Countdown alr. Ah well, in the end settled for attracting the older generation for our countdown (thus explains Rahimah Rahim and Chen Zhao Rong who is supposedly epic famous among the old aunties HAHA.)
okay christmas dinner tonight at home will be awesomezxc :D love mum's cooking. Too bad i can't go for archery xmas sleepover partayee after 12am at hwang's house (which is a mansion btw zomg i still havent seen it... why? coz i missed the other "pre-promo mugging" slpover too D:) dun think i shall push my luck and ask parents whether i can go... RAWR D: but archery nighttimes are the BEST lah. always so epic xD sigh. i wannnnnnnnnn.
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they say the truth hurts. but however sometimes the truth can set you free :)
im glad for the honest-to-goodness talk we had. though e revelations might not be too ideal, am happier and healthier cause of it, in a way :)
hopefully, with violence and arrows on our side, great days are ahead.
i hope i will get to know you my friend :D
later today(which is actually yesterday but its now 1am) went to bras basah to search for acrylic frames to put up our pictorial summary of the 2 years' projects on the club house wall for the GOH to GLANCE at in passing -.- haha. bras basah is a cool place that has loads of books and craft stuff. never knew! renci is a genius! haha so many acrylic stuffies there-- never saw before. okay maybe im just dumb ahaha. didnt have time to look but this place is a treasure trove. anyways, tho almost got killed by mum for suddenly saying i have to go, ah well. it turned out fine anw.
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Thursday, December 23, 2010
lol today's training was also a photoshoot by raffles photog! Yayy coolioz pics to be put around the pe block in school. lol i bet the photographers now know archery is one friggin sick cca! so many sick jokes and puns abounded while e photographer was there.... Worse offenders being a select few of us and our dear coach ken.
ehh my eyes have been red the whole day. worse part and scary thing is, i didnt feel any pain or itch at all while at the range. but they said my eyes were bloodshot lol. eh. now im tired tho. feel damn tired, and eyes are painfullll.
shot 30metres today for the first time! plus started training using my clicker! (yay thanks jordan! my htht buddy!xD haha for forcing me to use it and helping me adjust it...) super tiringgg but it shuld do wonders in the long run for maintaining even draw length. haiz. i will miss archery quite badly next year when i have to miss trainings like siao =( love our team.
why is it that everytime i mention i have various cca on, my mum isnt happy. i mean COME ON. at least im motivated to go for cca. ugh. and im not failing am i? you don't know how hard other pple in this school work (there are pple with sports ccas, council, blah blah blah much more than me), i am not overloaded ttm yet. and i dun want to let stuff go just coz you think i might be as tired as how you would feel if you were in my place. or just coz you dont see me studying as much as you think i should.. but im still fine tyvm. we've been doing this for at least 2 years alr. the utmost stress and late night sleeps that we are all used to. gah. things are not how they used to be when you were in jc. leave it in peace please? but i guess its impossible. i think i waste more energy arguing and worrying abt what mum thinks (dad is fine and on my side but zomg why so powerless?) more than actually harnessing this energy to do what i shuld be doing-- trying my best to cope with everything. sian a vicious cycle, where what is supposed to help me, isnt really.
am tired and sian. dunno why. a nightly feeling before i descend into emo-ness. however am too tired to even emo tonight... but when i think of people whom have made me reasonably happy-er today i feel better.
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Wednesday, December 22, 2010
i am stupid and unwise
i want to tear a part of my brain out and throw it down the drain where thoughts i want to get rid of will stay there.
to be thought of, remembered and talked to can make a person deliriously happy. but when one side of the equation is removed, such a long and hard fall indeed.
i am sick and tired of trying. of hoping that things will work like how they are supposed to work. the world is not a perfect place, everyone knows that, but we just keep hoping anw.
well, to eff with hope. what's the point of hope, when all it does is give u the opportunity to be subsequently crushed. like how what goes up will ultimately come crashing down.
goodnight.
...idk what this post is about. im delusional and raving. yes you can admit it. oh and while you leave thinking "what a crazy bitch", why don't you leave a tag on the tagboard that's been rotting for 2months that no one bothers to tag on but they still read my blog anw. kthxbye. enjoy your lives.
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Tuesday, December 21, 2010
OMG. hahahha the RJ cat has a FANPAGE on FB!!!! OMGOSHWTHBBQ. itssocuteeeeeeeeeee!
hahaha okay obviously there is someone behind the RJ cat's replies on FB.... but its still so KYUTE!
someone was talking about the RI cat (the black one) and then the person said "your black brother" and the "RJ cat" replied: RASCIST :3
HAHAHA. moar damn kyute fb wall posts by the cat:
"sumtimes boys say that they are tuff, but kitteh dus not think so! Kitteh melts their hearts anyway and they sit on the phloor to pet me :D"
"Humans, why do you always talk funny? Dat day somewun was telling me about phree radical substitution. Sound so cheem. Kitteh dislike!"
LOLOL im wuliao. but sooo cuteeee.
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sometimes do you wonder, "what am i lacking and what have i done wrong?"
okay.
yesterday's post was supposed to go with a 3 para sorta annoyed/irritated/angst about a friend. but luckily i decided against it. good, i would have regretted it today had i done otherwise. shld not have such bad rein of one's emotions and anw its an unreasonable annoyance with her too. ah well, over and done with. hope to see the good in my friends. specially since they are my friends (at some point in time of our acquaintance) nn pillars of support (no matter how shaky).
boonlay meeting was again a blur. sian i am damnnnnn confused when i go for meetings nowadays. nothing goes into my head no matter how hard i listen. and the clubhouse seems to have some killer method that effectively 100% gives u headaches. oh at least tonight there was a christmas dinnerrrrrrrrrrrr =) shucks we missed to phototaking (DANG!) but we still got the foodddd. which was good (Y). shepherd's pie X2 types, potato salad, garden salad, roast beef, ham, turkey, tasty rice, pasta, log cake, savoury pies, chocolatessssss.
hmmmm train ride was nice=) no highing for once. but had a nice talk. (well me and mir did... had no idea what the other 3 guys were doing!) haha oh forgot to pay dj back for the 100% koi bubble tea he bought from tamp for me! haha bitchhhhhh, order 100% for mine somemore while his was 50% (just coz i said anything suibian) and DARE to say "ahahhaa will become sweet potato alr" THANKS friend. and talking abt thanks, omgggg potato-ness has spread to archery. omg curse the day russell lim yi ting picked up on the potato gag from ding. shittttt. archers are damn good suanners. die alr, haha the barbs and arrows will hit spot on. and yingyao is the root of all problems. plus i NEED to get that super unglam pic of me out of his hp contact pics. OMG. mir,kenneth,wc,EVERYONE got a glam pic of their choice. i didnt -.-
seriously my bro is awesome. he even called me today to ask if i needed a ride. on his own accord! woa xD hahaha thanks bro! and he always forgives me if im abit late and make him wait. and we have damn spastic convos in the car, involving me not wanting to reach home in a bodybag/a million itty bitty pieces and him being too proud of his driving *ahem-speed driving-ahem* skills to get into an accident.
today we were talking abt Grenade by Bruno Mars. Epic lah. he was bashing bruno mars coz he thinks he's a whiny guy who just cant get over it and get over himself. hahaha. then i was arguing that gals like the song coz it's so manly yet at the same time romantic (and they subsequently forget how parts of the song is actually insulting the woman in question by saying she's from hell...). hahaha but i really love it.... the tune, the voice, the sound and emotions he invokes when he sings.... ESPECIALLY the "but you won't do the same" and "take take take it all" and the CHORUS omg. (okay wait actually the entire song is sooo emotive) nn even tho the lyrics are quite sad. its like hope giving right, that in this world, some people can actually make someone even feel like that.
one sided things are asymmetrical and not pretty.
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Monday, December 20, 2010
i performed horrendously today =( argh. felt so depressed halfway... and at the start when it was raining, the wind was erratic, we had to shoot and i started Missing TTM omggg. plus pulling the arrows from the board was pure torture, we couldnt even get out the arrows with 3 gals pulling one arrow at a time with 2 arrowpullers. waste so much energy pulling arrows. shooting sucked like hell and stressed ttm! =(
later started cheering myself and ellie up by pretending it's just any other training just in a new field with new people.... started caring less and trying to just shoot properly. it didnt really work I STILL DK WHY. OMG. I did the same form i did every training that WORKED fine until today =( argh. maybe it's my fingertap. the entire day felt super weird in my right hand. but anw. apathy worked to sooth the nerves and stress abit.
damn saddening tho... :/ but it was still a good learning exp i guess.... never had an archery comp before anw! we won 3rd place (bronze medal yes) for Under18 Female Team Knockout. (sadly there were only three teams) I really feel damnnnnn undeserving =( but nvm. haiz. ahhhhh. damn it lah. undeserving ttm. i am really quite worthless. shit. but since ellie says i was an encouraging presence while shooting the same board, i shall just think of myself as helping in being that presence. sigh.
anw, thank youuuuuuuuuu so much sandhya for sending me a goodluck jiayou sms!!! LOVE YA DEAR =) you're awesome. we really need to catch up sometime soonnnnnnn =) hahaha cant believe u were bloghopping this exact morn, saw that i had comp and thought to send me an sms to wish me gd luck=) i was so happy and touched. and even tho i sucked so bad, during that fifteen min break when i saw your sms i felt heartened!! even tho my shooting continued to be like shit. hahaha but thats my problem xD anw, i guess its more of an rg tradition/girls' tradition... the gdluck smses or the warm sweet smses and the birthday smses too! i really miss them so.....
BECKY TOO! thank you so muchhhh my dear friend, you specially smsed me twice to ask me to gambare as well! awwww =) love ya! even though we have hardly caught up with ea other this year.... =( but i guess good friends will always just strike that special chord in your heart =)
yiling and me rushed to school later after comp and went to watch choir concert at night with classmates! hope they had a nice busy time having fun in the aftnn cycling at ecp.
so sleepyyyyyy. finally ate my dinner at 12am when i reached home. zomg unhealthy ttm. haha e two of us were super hungry and cold during e concert xP
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Saturday, December 18, 2010
thank you for the wonderful afternoon yesterday mervyn :)
hahaha love the ecp. great place to watch utterly FAIL kiteflyers... seriously vry epic fail!! watched this guy with a pro kite for a longgggg time. (an hr plus?) Did we see a flying kite in the end? Nahh, no happy flying kite. HAHA anticlimatic ttm ;D. great place also to have long random and retarded convos xD and to try outrunning/outwalking but ultimately walking INTO (under?) rainclouds xD hahaha. oh and meeting diff groups of RJ pple and wondering how they know ea other! later went to somerset to eat dinner, sadly had to rush coz of boonlay meeting there at 8 xP sian had archery in the morn too.
meeting at renci's second house/condo function room... hahaha thank gdness didnt get lost while walking TO the place from e mrt (thanks to merv and his iphone :D) but i got lost INSIDE the place *sweatdrop* hahaha walked up and down various stairs from 5th to 1st floor coz the lift needs resident pass cards or something and i dumbly followed this woman to the fifth floor thinking e lift wld go down but it didnt! .... Stuck.
miranda had a superrrrr bad stomach flu i think (we're not too sure what it actually is, still) and renci+easties all of us were so worried the whole night! :( Its such an annoying feeling to not be able to do much while your friend is in pain! all we could do was give her a bag to puke in and a giant stack of tissue/napkins stolen from polar puffs and cakes. haha. haiz later those of us who live east left earlier to try and get a cab and send her home but stupid cabs didnt want to stop -.- then it was like mir crouching at the side of the road in pain, and all of us trying to wave cabs from all sides of the road junction. rawr.
luckily i called my dad and he could fetch us. whew saved. anw, think its stomach flu. the contagious kind. coz i ate a bite of log cake from mir's plate at the start of the evening before she was really sick... and like an hr later i was feeling like puking/stomach pain alr. but nt as bad as her. thank gdness for spamming meds last night =) im great today. hope she took our advice to spam medicated oil! :( it really works!
tmr is the competition day! rawrgh. ahaha. shall hope i dun embarass myself! and jiayous to our team!!:) eli soohan and me:) hope our team-knockout event goes well!
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Thursday, December 16, 2010
zomg. hahahaa oops. overseas smses are quite expensive. HAHA. dad's like "$43.20" worth of msgs????" *exclamation mark!*
LOL. zomg. apparently 48 smses= $43.20. hmmm i dun even rmber using that much... i only asked buddy nn a few others abt h3 stuff and thanked some dears for wishing me a nice trip and return =) oh and smsed parents who were in sri lanka, asking abt their trip! xP haha dad was like "i don't even remember receiving that many msgs" Hmph. i totally replied them more than me.
OH i rmber now, omggg my bro!!!! he smsed me ALOT. complaining abt being stuck with parents in sri lanka. then i had to tell him not to be so bad.... heh so dad is paying money for my filial-ness LOL. HAHAHA. not guilty anymore! :) smiles angelically.
and and hanging out in ikea with archery peeps yest after lunch & training (digress digress b4 going home;D) was awesome! it's a place of self-amusement.... LOL. "you are a GREAT (grate) person!!" *slides kitchen grater on friend* HAHAHA. punny!
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Wednesday, December 15, 2010
im scared...
ahh.
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Tuesday, December 14, 2010
I think im really starting to love archery and trainings :)
Love how training makes everything else a blank for you except what is going on in that moment... all you think about is how you are standing, how the bow is pressing against your left hand and wrist, how your joints move as you rotate your left elbow, how to keep your left shoulder in line with your body, how your right hand is drawing, how your back & arm muscles feel as you draw the bow, how the orange circle of sight looks as you stare down it, how tiring it is to try to extend some more, and finally how your right fingers relax as the string slides out to release properly.
haha. and all you can think about after is how you really want it to hit that very needed yellow area, how you did something wrong in that shot you just released, how to correct it and how zomg your back muscles ache like nobody's business!
hmm i like =) Simplifies life for that moment. No thinking about past or future. just the present. and it's awfully liberating :D
haha more training this week than ever coz of comp this sunday! will be going everyday excluding saturday:)
on a side note, zomg miranda, ding and yingyao NEED to stop calling me a potato/kentang =( i am starting to refer to myself in potato terms =( HAHA.
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Monday, December 13, 2010
have been wasting away my hols.... only doing boonlay stuff (SAIKANG ahem), going for cca (meetings and trainings) and stoning away at home! haha shucks. shuld really exercise OMG!
okay yesterday was an awesome fun day =) went out with classmatessssssss :D (i shall not mention what excuse i used to be able to go out and have fun xP hehe)
me, sarah, rox, yifan, chris went to watch The Aerial Exit (some vanishing act magic show) at the asian civilisations museum! hahaha so fun!!! the kids there were all damn cute... and rox was pedo-ing away with a large DSLR. HAHA. there was this kid who was less than 2 metres away but rox was using this large long gigantic lens to zoom in and take pictures of the kid! ahaha paparazzi-pedo-stalker ;D the JCSum magician guy is damnnn lame. he was showing us how to "increase money" right... then he folded and folded.... and then as he was unfolding, he was like "see, one crease there ,two creases, three creases.... I in-CREASED your money!!!!!". WE WERE ALL LIKE ZOMG this guy is totally like jack. COLD TTM. ahahahaha. but he did the real trick after that, took a 2dollar note from this kid and returned 50dollars. omggg hahaha dangit shuld have volunteered ourselves right xD the vanishing act is so amazing... we still don't know how they did it! ahh well. haha we then went to camwhore in the museum ;D tried to do the thousand arms buddha recreation lol hehe. yayy rox is so efficient in uploading fb pics! and im such an efficient tagger as always! :D (i think i have leftover camwhoring syndrome after M.E. trip and blyc stuff... keep itching to take photos!)
later jack and joogian joined us for dinner =) yayy sitting beside the river with the sun setting and the sky pink is damnn nice! good place to talk and be lame and laugh at ea other... haha rawrr stupid joogian i owe her a few pushes into the river xD ahaha. and chris also.. whole day offending people! HAHA. he was saying the whole day (first to sarah then to everyone): "remember, whatever you can do... someone else can do it better!"... we were like "oh THANKS." ahaha. and jack has picked up a sugar mama. OR better yet, a sugar mama has picked him up! LOL. ~~ nice restaurant food for lunch everyday ehhhh? ;D HAHA. lol jkjk heh. the opposite scenario of sugar daddies. LOL.
we walked down and found some mexican food place next to the river and ate there! ahaha it's good to have smaller grps of people actually... easier to talk in a grp or else we'd just be scattered and talking among smaller groups of pple... hmm we were wondering if the lady would actually give us alcoholic drinks if we ordered... she seemed like she didnt care! haha ah but we didnt in the end. tsk.
a good outing with lots of laughs =) im really glad we can just come together and have some mindless random fun conversation :) hope sandra, amos, mervyn, yiling, jinhui can come next time! but so exhausting to plan zomg. everyone's attendance was so tentative at first.. luckily it worked out quite fine!
from thursday till now so many things i want to type, but don't. sigh.
wyy, i shouldn't have done what i did years ago. im sorry. but hindsight is always perfect especially when roles are reversed. well... karma's a terrible thing.
The Lovely Bones is a wonderful book. When he felt his heart hurt he turned into something stronger than a little boy, and he grew up this way. A heart that flashed from heart to stone, heart to stone.
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Thursday, December 09, 2010
Archery training yest morn. Yay shooting getting better (hopefully xP) Seriously corrected my form quite a bit over the last few trainings :) Worked on right shoulder, head angle, release and using back muscles when drawing the bow last wk, then was working on left shoulder angle yesterday! then promptly forgot about head angle and had to work on that all over again. sian, must rmber!!! somehow, have extremely lousy body memory. (must be why i never could play e piano vry well HAHA). still NEED. MORE. strength. bleargh.
Hahaha went crazyyyy yesterday night with mir! Ahaha total retarded stalkers xD and lol quote of the day "we're inherently lesbian". HAHA. somehow we went from stalking seniors' prom pics to stalking pretty j2 seniors to stalking gdlooking ppl in general (and feeling zibei in the process tho i have no idea why mir would feel zibei -.-) and then we got totally sucked and stuck in the lives of some girls in this ChungCheng High clique (our age... means they left cchs already). but seriously damn juicy, scandalous and entertaining. LOL!!!
and seriously... this is how internet predators get so much information about a person. -.-'' oh and partly also, FormSpring is like THE site you have to get if you want to be spammed by flamers/haters/and get all kinds of info posted about you there. like we found out everything from the number of and names of exes to their results to whther they got retained to what they recently did in school and got pple talking behind their backs about to where they buy their CLOTHES. zomg. the littlest details are on the internet plus one blog links to manyyy. hahaha. so interesting. and my info gathering skillzxc are awesome please. apparently i totally ruined mir's life by sucking her into this xD
i can't believe we stayed up till 5am!! stalking and discussing pple lasted till 3plus...HAHA inherently lesbian why? because somehow every. single. time. we found ourselves discussing prettyyyyy gals in the end, ALOT more than anyone else. HAHA. then we started watching videos of Ryan Higa's!! damn funny and spastic!!
Watch these! A Parody on Facebook , Parody on Rihanna & Chris Brown (using song lyrics) & How to be EMO! Hahaha the last one is the bestttt... laugh until want to cry. Retarded rubbishy ppl are the best ppl in the world lahhh... dunno how they think of such epic gags! Join the ryan higa fanclub :D
Yay online sleepover LOL xD this is what holidays are for!
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Tuesday, December 07, 2010
yayyy yesterday (monday) managed to sneak out to go out with sarah buddy =)=) hehe we watched chronicles of narnia 3 :D YAYYY. hahaha though we sort of chose bishan OMG (too close for comfort to school :X) HAHA. it was nice anw ^^ yayyy buddy we need to go out more!! *heart* sadly with my parents cracking down... :/ ah well. and yay 5 years of buddyhood and going strong :D HEHE. love yaaaaa buddy! :)
after that had boonlay meeting! HAHA renci has an attachment with the National Heart Centre and we were like "how many hearts did you break today?" hehehe xD epic ttm train ride home once again with easties :D hahaha we wanted to camwhore discretely using syakir's iphone at first, but as always we are so darn hyper and high until we just abandoned the discrete part altogether. HAHA. did so many retarded faces!!! =) nn yay syakir uploaded them alr! haizzzz, our best most epic photo was so damn good but OMG zoom in and out so many times until the photo corrupted -.- and then it got deleted. hahahaha we spent the rest of the ride trying to recreate the photo! hahaha retards lah xD somemore we were making up random spastic convo/stories to go with each retarded face of our photos! laugh till got abs xD
hahaha really love easties=) actually i love countdown comm (besides easties... renci, yingyao, royston, wc, kenneth...) you guys make life so bearable. i really can't imagine. if we weren't all so close (can talk super well and crapp together xD) can you imagine the sheer torture itll feel like going home from boonlay so late every night? i think ill just die halfway :/ ahahaha. despite all the stuff/saikang we have to do, you guys really make my life better =)
haha today got to go to the ministry of law and brief mr shanmugam (our GOH) on countdown! hahaha he's one busy mannnnn. and he looked super rushed too! so cool to be a minister tho... you can say stuff like "i rarely spend more than 2-3 hrs in one place" and "my personal assistants will tend to you" xD HAHA. after that went to tampines to pig out/lepak around with easties and desiree before going home!
haiz, for the first time in my LIFE i wish i live much farther east than i alr do! hahaha what a first! like in tampines/pasir ris too... and like walking distance from their houses! all of them are so near ea other!! but ah well xD
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Sunday, December 05, 2010
being happy depends on yourself and how you think (or not think). and it doesn't hurt to have wonderful friends who are wonderful htht-ers :)
let's try to live in happiness :)
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Saturday, December 04, 2010
okay. i take back e last post, anger is an ugly monster.
haha. yay today i behaved like a good kid after coming back from easties sleepover at Miranda's house! haha okay so fine, i quarrelled like nobody's business abt being allowed to go to the slpover, and subsequently the entire thurs night erupted into shouts and diggings-up about past mistakes and my flaws and etc etc. but nvm it's okay.
this shuld be the last time i can go out freely though. ah well. at least i finally got parents not to overreact so much when i have trainings or youth club meetings. i mean, HELLO? cca is a must! grahhh.
sleepover with Miranda, Syakir, DingJun, Kenneth at Mir's house was quite fun! except for the fact that we reached her house at 12 plus after the meeting!! then we needed to send out some stuff that MUST be settled by that night after the meeting. so after all that, it was 2 am when we started watching movies! hehe. LOL we watched a horror movie and so faiillll omg. accidentally screamed at one part, and everyone concluded that was the scariest part of the quite fail horror movie! LOL. because my scream made mir scream too. and kenneth jumped. hahaha. im like so influential LOL. after that we watched WHITE CHICKS!!!!! HAHAHA. utter BIMBO-ified and BITCHY show ttm!!!!! damn funny also!! hahaha all of us can memorise the lines from the movie alr! SO EPIC! hahahaha. and fits our act-bimbo personalities (true bimbo for some ;D) to the tee.
LOVE PUDDING MILK TEA!! hehe. :) easties addiction!
anyway, back to the point. today i was a good kid =) it's quite nice to be a good kid for awhile. hahaha. spent the afternoon talking clothes with mum hahaha. then went out for dinner with parents. I LOVE PERANAKAN FOOD =) mum cooks them quite well tho! thankfully hehe. then we drove thru the orchard road christmas lightup. (SO PRETTYYYYYYYYYY xD). did all that, without looking at my phone once. why? coz i never bring phone with me =) good kid. *pat pat* LOL
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ya know, i think im SCHIZO. my posts swing from two ends of the spectrum. utter high to utter low. :S haha. ah well.
Among the clouds Icarus flew
Giddy from the utter ecstasy that his wings brought him.
But they (who were but made of feathers and wax) melted.
And rapid thus was his descent, plunging into the sea below.
Hopefully, it was painless and quick.
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Friday, December 03, 2010
the word F is damn apt right now. but nvm i shall calm down, cool off and not let this get the better of me.
damn it sometimes.
thanks buddy. a listening ear helps! though my issues are kinda not nice to listen to.
i think im an unfilial kid.
but what the hell.
in all things, there must be give and take.
but so far. i dont feel it.
F.
on all ends, doors are closing.
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Wednesday, December 01, 2010
forgot what happened today. just that i didn't go for archery and boonlay youth club coz of high fever and cough. same symptoms that keep cropping up this year. sianz.
always left wondering...
why.
the universal question.
why?
why i can't forget things and live life carefree
why i overthink, overanalyse, over-emote
why i do this to myself everyday
why i am always the first to come calling and also the first to get daoed
why others are in my thoughts more often than i am in theirs
why circles are formed outside of my reach
why doors close but leave me knocking
why hollows can't be filled
why hope is actually a terrible thing
why it is sad when silences go unnoticed
why certain fond instances between friends are forgotten but remembered by some
why the value of my friendship seems to be depreciating with every passing second
why loneliness is a word that shouldn't exist in the dictionary but does
why sleep seems so enticing
just cause there's no way you can be alone when you are dreaming.
and yes, before you think it yourself, yes i think i am a slightly screwed-up specimen who doesn't deserve anything and anyone.
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