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underneath the stars
I'll wait for you darling.


You've gotta dance like there's nobody watching
Love like you'll never be hurt
Sing like there's nobody listening
And live like it's heaven on earth
--William W Purkey





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Monday, August 30, 2010
8/30/2010 10:30:00 PM

Superrrr catchy song omg! Maybe cause she repeats the lyrics so often! BUT nice anyway =)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GKScAJAopBU

Forever In My Life - Jojo

The way you're part of me,
I would have to re-learn everything,
If you were to leave,
So fast you make me fall like I was autumn leaves,
And honestly... there a perfect explanation
Why you feel so good to say that you're

[Chorus:]
My love, my love, my love
I'll give you all my love if you, if you,
If you don't change a thing,
About the way you hold me every night,
So right, I wanna man like you forever in my life.

I'm locked inside a jar,
Turn the lid and set me free,
I love everything that you are,
Has a million other reasons,
But let's not go to far,
Stay, close to my heart,
When I think about the future,
I am right there where you are,
Cause you're...

[Chorus:]
My love, my love, my love
I'll give you all my love if you, if you,
If you don't change a thing,
About the way you hold me every night,
So right, I wanna man like you to say that you're,

My love, my love, my love
I'll give you all my love if you, if you,
If you don't change a thing,
About the way you hold me everynight,
So right, I wanna man like you forever in my life.

I know, that you, would never leave me hanging,
Hanging out to dry in the wind,
I know that we haven't seen the worst of it,
But when we do, I promise you we'll stick it out together.

[Chorus: x2]
My love, my love, my love
I'll give you all my love if you, if you,
If you don't change a thing,
About the way you hold me every night,
So right, I wanna man like you forever in my life.


***

omgggg why am i always NOT STUDYING but NOT entirely slacking either! omggg hahaha. nvm shall try to make good use of the remaining time!



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Sunday, August 29, 2010
8/29/2010 08:17:00 PM

*heart* today xD

did quite a bit of work (chem equilibrium tutorial from start to finish, chem equilibrium chem focus, math assignment-- tho the last 2 were half completed alr!) plus had funnnn =) and a good lunch!

yayyy =^^=


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8/29/2010 12:55:00 AM

as much as im angry/as much as i want to at certain times, no matter who it is.... i can never bring myself to type smses that are cold, short and sweet. without exclamation marks or smileys. just full stops and cold hard words... the ability fails me. i wonder how then, do people type these sorts of smses all the time...

hmm.


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Saturday, August 28, 2010
8/28/2010 10:47:00 PM

hahahaha so many epic quotes yesterday while sitting at BW tables with miranda, ying yao and dingjun!!(while waiting for the countdown meeting at Boon Lay later) LOLLLLL omggg youth club hanging out always makes us have epic, abit sick, frank weird convos AND bitching/gossiping ones too xD HAHAHA. i think its coz we're all abit mean also xP

AND me and miranda agree that the guys in the club are all bitches. hahaha and bimbos too! LOL.

every time we get insulted like nobody's business! but at least i know its in the fun way!

haha. LOL we have a new favourite pasttime in the LONG MRT RIDE there! HAHAHA. the 4 of us sat opposite royston and waichoong and started whispering/pointing/looking and going "awww so sweet" "look look" blah blah blah "look knees touching!" "leaning in somemore" etc etc etc!

HAHAHA. royston and waichoong's expressions went from *wacks head on wall* to -.-'' to -.-''' to -.-'''' to X.X'' HAHAHA. our specialty: creating awkward moments between 2 straight guys HAHAHA.

we're getting good at this! last time in the train with easties, we managed to do it successfully to syakir and yingyao too! even the two of them shameless people could get embarassed wahaha ^^

anw, omg shucks, i realised tonight that there's 30 days(around there... not really sure.. dont really want to COUNT) left before PROMOS. OMGGGGG. where did all the days fly to!?! i thought it was still 40 plus days left! SHIT.

i have so much backlog to catch up (not even talking abt revising here even) and so much boon lay stuff to do still!!! CRAP. must work into blackout period for publicity for countdown D: AND NOT TO MENTION THERE'S STILL PW. = = omg dies.

haiz. spent today doing boonlay stuff only!

shall start compiling a list of academic stuff i need to do/catchup tonight at least!


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Tuesday, August 24, 2010
8/24/2010 11:13:00 PM

Had a nice long talk with buddy today while searching for a toilet... HAHAHA. haha yay love ya buddy!

but anyway, hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. Lots to think about.

Obviously, life isn't a bed of roses.... Sometimes the soft nice flowers you thought you could enjoy have thorns of varying sizes that, while unnoticeable at first, slowly but surely sink their claws into you. Till one day, you look down and realise the tangible scratches, red raw and angry, they have left upon your limbs......

(you know what I'm talking about!)

time to go back to EOM draft 2.... xP


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Monday, August 23, 2010
8/23/2010 08:40:00 PM

cold dreary rainy day + super chilly air-conditioned car but add in a piping hot water shower and nice hot dinner= love!

hahaha today was a good day! Im glad I did quite some work (in my low standards, meaning just half of organic chem tutorial and math functions tutorial) so today's lessons went by without me feeling too lost in math for example! yay =)

maybe I should try to be more hardworking more often! ^^

heh. anyway, need to do PW now D: sighs. and need to edit my eom badly! I havent touched it since handing up the draft ages ago while everyone has been editing and re-editing! OMG so screwedddddddd X.X

okay shall try hard to do work now!

***

on a side note: AWESOME SONG! *hearts*

Hero- Christopher Wilde

Hey
Yeaah
I'm no super man
I can't take your hand
And fly you anywhere you want to go
Yeah

I can't read your mind
Like a billboard sign
And tell you everything you want to hear
But I'll be your hero

'Cause I
I could be everything you need
If your the one for me
Like gravity
I'll be unstoppable

I, yeah I believe in destiny
I may be an ordinary guy
With heart and soul
But if your the one for me
Then I'll be your hero


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Sunday, August 22, 2010
8/22/2010 01:22:00 AM

so many things happened this week! can't remember if i missed out posting on anything! xP

hahahah well, im quite glad i did quite abit of work in the library on friday with mervyn and amos! FINISHED MY ORGANIC CHEM TUTORIAL xD yay! *looks the picture of efficiency xD* hehe. (shall not mention that i havent touched/done/even read the lecture notes for the last 2 topics reaction kinetics and equilibrium x.x) AND I FOUND 13 isomers!! ahahaha so there! found 3 more than them~~~ :D

aiyah. let me be proud of useless insignificant stuff pple! I am seldom proud of myself for anything to do with schoolwork nowadays :P

hahaha. sadly doctor said i shouldnt get physical strain/training anytime this week to see whether my acid reflux problem would get better a bit more! so i couldn't go training on fri D: well, at least i did work! :3 im getting muchhhh better at ignoring the pain when i swallow food already :) tho i have a slight sinking feeling its still quite bad!

today had boonlay stuff from 3pm and reached home (FINALLY) at 12am! thankfully dad fetched me and the 3 other easties (3 BIMBOS hahaha am i the only normal one? ;D syakir,miranda, dingjun) home!! so we dropped them at tampines first! hahaha damn funny-- while munching on chips in the car, there was a BUG (omg) and miranda started getting traumatized while i smartly made syakir flick the bug out the window!

well, national day dinner tonight was fun!! though before it started, they TOTALLY made use of us youth clubbers as FREE LABOUR. hmph made us CARRY baskets filled with plates of food (yummy hokkien mee and carrot cake that SMELT so GOOD but we realised at the end of dinner that it wasnt in fact for us to eat but for the VIPs :P omggg and we were looking forward to eat them the whole night!). well we carried them from the hawker centre to the giant tentage where the dinner was held! ARMS WENT NUMB. surprisngly 8plates of filled to the brim hokkien mee can be quite heavy like our archery bowcase... :P

ehhh sat with seniors from the 4th youth club batch (we're the 8th batch... so do the math!) hahaha, wow so scary and cool at the same time, like 3 were in CAMBRIDGE, 1 in imperial college... :O alot doing medicine, one was doing law.... hahaha wow so smarttttt... i feel so insignificant and ability-less! haha! we had our usual exco fun suanning each other and talking crap! but this time with the seniors! LOL. did the epic strawberry quiz on them too! and made fun of the usual pple! and confessed to our screwy exco :D LOL! though all the screwy stuff aint true! (like seriously -.- the sadness of having a gossipy to the max cca!)

okayyy im dead beat :D shall TRY to be productive tmrw!

***
on a side note, OMGGGGGGGG the KAT-TUN MV for their newest song No More Pain is super fricking NICE. ahhh damn cool^^ i loveeee it! even though Jin is gone D: and im sad for my fav fangirling target... sighs. nvm! watch it here in the link below xD the youku vid is damn high quality but abit slow in loading!! (but good things take time so WAIT FOR IT. xD) or else watch the woopie site vid link in the same website... abit lower quality tho!

http://www.linearseat.org/2010/06/kat-tun-no-more-pain-pv/

the lyrics damn nice!

`kibou no itami wo mune ni kizamu--- (I carve into my heart the pain of hope.) woa.

and their english isnt very good! i cant believe i listened so many times and i couldnt make out that they were saying english for the second part of this sentence: "I don't wanna lose you, but........ what a painful world" hahaha. japlish/janglish phail!

...[ i really want to post about the piece of paper mr koh gave to everyone during civics this week with awesome anecdotes/quotes to do with friendship... haha shall do it tmrw tho! SLEEPY :)]


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Tuesday, August 17, 2010
8/17/2010 11:46:00 PM

sighs. must be payback after all the sinfully good food ive been eating this past week!

have a very sad pain in the gullet

everytime i swallow food, theres this super longggggg painful slowwwwwww pain after the food goes past my throat

wthhhhh D: you cant do this to meeee


sadness is having nice awesome food in front of you and not being able to eat it happily

HAIZ.

didnt go to school today! because of a combination of migraine, low fever, cold/flu and stupid gullet pain (which has plagued me for 3 days already). OMG have loads of backlog PLUS today's backlog

life sucks XD


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Saturday, August 14, 2010
8/14/2010 05:09:00 PM

hmm, i wonder when i stopped minding so much that you, even while being my good friend (dare i say one of my best? well, apparently, just from my pov...), always constantly left me out for all those stuff?

i used to get hurt/riled up/annoyed/angry/sad/hurt all over again each time i found out... but i wonder when that all stopped and now, each time i discover a new thing you did yet again... the only emotion i feel is just a hollow resonance of an almost-faded sadness.

i guess its healthier this way:) should learn to let go and live life.

well, im glad for whatever memories we've had and it was always always always a whole bunch of awesome fun hanging with ya... and i still love you for who you are, my dear friend :)


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Monday, August 09, 2010
8/09/2010 11:58:00 PM

haha went to watch Salt with mervyn yesterday, cause we really wanted to watch but so many couldnt make it/ didnt REPLY my sms asking them to go hmph :S but nvmmm, yay! i watched another show right after watching inception with family :D im catching up my movie count for the year! ^^

losing movie tickets just before going into the show, freaking out, then finding ANOTHER pair of tickets on the floor for the same show same timing but one row behind, using them to enter the cinema but taking our old seats, then laughing our heads off when another 2 people came in and sorta found their seats too(the tickets that we used as replacement) even after losing their tickets..... HAHAHA epicness ttm! `enough said! xD

ahhhhh super unproductive day today, besides the fact that i ran/jogged/walked 4 km in the gym!

YAY. must be either chopping off hair or water loss coz it can't be that i went from 51 to 49 kg! HAHA.

after eating SO MUCH as detailed in my last post!

:D

tmrw there's pw meeting then og outing/farewell for max who's going USA! shall sleep now!


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Sunday, August 08, 2010
8/08/2010 11:57:00 AM

the long weekend has been greattttttt xD

(OMG tho pple are freaking out abt work and stuff but im happily playing away... xP)

YAY thursday night National Day Celebrations at ZOUK was AWESOME nuff said xD Being at the second level really was quite stone though! But once we squeezed to the bottom floor where everyone was/the action and atmosphere was, it was highness from there to the finish!! :D Me, yiling, jinhui darlings and mervyn sadly got separated from sarah, sandra, roxanne, jack they all while SQUEEEEEZINGGGGG our way through the super crowded ground floor D: but anw it was DAMN FUN to be HIGH and jump around tgt like crazy during the nat day songs!!! hahaha went to eat at Astons after that!! BBQ CHICKEN *heart* and sharing with yiling *double heart* xD HAHA. coz she's so overly picky about neatness (like her formatting! ;D) that she cuts everything up into awesome neat pieces while i lehpak xD HAHA.

FRIDAY: Went for archery training in the morn! YAY im happy that i finally have all the parts of my new FUSION RED (ahhh love the colour) bow so i can use it to shoooooootttt :D So anyway, after satisfying my destructive tendencies for the morning, went to eat newyorknewyork with soohan and lionel!! :D awesome food again! then went with yiling to cut hairrrrrrr at her hairdresser! NOW MY HAIR IS SHORT. chopped it off xD damn fun to shake ur head when its short hair! LOL *cheap thrills xD* yayy i like yiling's hairdresser! it's not too bad i guess!

SATURDAY: went for OMGASDFGHJKL damn good breakfast! at some cafe called Hatched. I put all the yummyyyy pictures from breakfast up on Facebook coz its just that good :D and i couldnt resist the gloating opportunities! HAHA. went for a walk at Woodlands Waterfront park later.... not much of a park besides a pier that you can see Msia from... BUT there was this giant playground! HAHA. me, being the immature, regressed into childhood one went to play on it (its damnn cool.... full of spiderweb climbing things!) and i dragged my bro and DAD to play! AHAHAHA. epic! Later at night i went to watch INCEPTION. FINALLY. HAHA :D

okay so the show lived up to its reputation TOTALLY!!!! ITS DAMN GOOD. But after watching and during watching, my brain wanted to die from the overload!!! OMG. first time i had to pay so much attention and use brain cells to think during a show! But. WOW. super cool, all the layers of dreams! And so true.... you can never remember the start of your dreams.... it's always starting in the middle! super nice show! and i do hope the main character really reached home! there are theories that he's still in a dream!! (coz the kids look exactly the same when he reached home as they did wen he left! like they should be older right.... they sounded a bit older over the phone as well!) BUT THAT WOULD BE SO SAD D:

okay... but didnt spend the last 2 days totally slacking off either! sent soooo many emails about PW and for BLYC (for countdown publicity comm, for ACT camp analysis and reflections, blah) :X am tired now! i want to go gym to jog.... butttt am lazy. :D


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Tuesday, August 03, 2010
8/03/2010 07:49:00 PM

this afternoon was a bad day all around.

was freaking damn stressed and had to chase around doing useless worthless stuff and then realised our communications noticeboard couldnt be put up... WTF.

stressed because was thinking about my eom undone... WR sitting there rotting... ECONS homework (30 mark case study??) that i have no idea whether to even try doing and photos to sort thru and burn for seniors... ARGH. but what's worst is what came after.

thank you very much, really.

some friends, i realised, are those whom you can laugh and talk nonsense with but at the end of the day, they can do thoughtless stuff they think inconsequential to you...

well. learning point i guess.

gave up with the fake smiles halfway today and just let it show, i guess.... tired of smiling all the time ya know? put it down to stress today. wah sianz. i cant STAND the shitty feeling that associates with having so much to do, so little time and the utter sense that this entire bloody mess was in fact brought upon myself, by myself.


but its good to realise that in my life there are those who will still hear me out and be there =) you know who you are today :D

somewhere out there i have awesome friends who will be my ranting partners... =) just so you know, if you ever find yourself in the shoes of being my ranting partner... you just did a troubled soul a great blessing by just listening :)

thank you in advance :)

(L)


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Sunday, August 01, 2010
8/01/2010 02:07:00 PM

hmmm omg, im super screwed.... everyone's talking about EDITING and IMPROVING their EOMs while I'm like "hello?? I havent even touched mine?!" like i havent even created a microsoft word document titled "EOM"... that's just how bad it is!

This isnt good at all D: what's wrong with me! everyone can sit down and finish whatever work they start, but I can procrastinate for 5-6 hours straight... one hour or two wouldn't be so bad... but 5-6??? RAWR. someone slap some sense into me please.. :X

i think my problem is that im damn perfectionist when i start something (finally start something you mean...) so maybe that's yy i DREAD starting anything/project/work/assignment because once i start, itll be sooo tiring to finish it off.... that's yy are procrastinate around like nobody's business?

hmmm dunno. whatever the case, i have like EOM (to do from scratch), compiling WR for grp, finally finishing my LONGGGG OVERDUE WR part, bio tutorial, chem tutorial, and econs to do and everything due on WEDNESDAY.

gg..........................

shall go try to psyche myself into doing something now!

On another note.... AA 2010 last night was AWESOME!!!!!!! :D got to see alicia, joceline and other dears from orchid02 :D:D yeahhh plus lydia came back too! and i blurly left before we could take an entire patrol photo... SHUCKS. ._. anw, the skit/storyline and performances were not bad! except the cheesypickup line game was damnnnnnnn funny! :D the whole grp of us were going to shout "don't worry! we'll take you!!" xD to this small short scout up there, after his turn saying cheesy lines to his game partner! AHAHAHA. brenda and jiemin!!! total pedos!!!! ;D hahaha i dun see why ppl like small lil boys so much LOL but itd be damn amusing to shout it! hmmm, we camwhored quite abit!;D and i realised i miss RG loads because of guides and all the fun and retarded nonsense we did all the time! and the HIGHNESS that we can get into during large school functions(i.e. nat day celebrations, founder's day etc) , campfires, and camps!!! RJ so far hasnt had any event where we can zi-high like nobody's business!

though i really love RJ otherwise! like all our trips to the hodge lodge and friends~~~ =)

okay. back to work.

XP


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