i think i might be a hypochondriac lolol.
every day i think i might be having some sort of disease D:
either that or something is wrong with me/i am a weak kid LOL
have damn bad headaches every day lah, and i sleep 10 hours at night, wake up and 2 hours later, head wanna explode and wanna sleep already. damn dizzy also (especially today). cannot leh. and this leads me to a suspicion of having something dastardly wrong with my brain/head lol.
and then i have stomach problems every other day. (reminds me of A's period where i had gastric so often, IDK WHY)
omg T.T
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Saturday, October 06, 2012
sitting in my cold airconditioned room, walking to the window and placing my palms on the glass pane heated by the bright sun outside. looking (with some wonder still) at the green trees swaying outside under cloudless dome above.
thinking about how life is out there to be enjoyed but there are so many things to study for.
this reminds me so so so so much of A's revision period. when i was craving to be let out to enjoy all that and couldn't wait for A's to be over and done with.
never thought the feeling would be back so soon T.T cries.
and the worst part is...
Idk why I'm so slow at absorbing things. When I don't procrastinate/digress, i can really sit down for 6 hours plus doing nothing but hardcore reading and making notes but so little pages are completed. Compared to others who can do the same chapter in 2 hours? Idk whether it's my brain/my capacity for understanding is too slow or maybe im just too perfectionistic??
Ugh.
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Tuesday, October 02, 2012
stupid darren says he watched my fancams and he could hear me going "omg it's gdragon!!!" etc etc etcetc. omg that is so lame, i dont need to say that, coz we all know who they are. AND it's GeeDee not the full name omg. make me sound so spastic. Im pretty sure i didn't say anything like that!!! (though i did sing along) HAHA SO EMBARRASSING OMG D: but woa i have a vid with 1300 views. awesome ^^ and my haru haru fancam has 700 views, hehe my best quality fancam.
But anyway, omg recess week is approaching, but it's not really a break because GODDAMNIT i have 2 full length essay midterm assignments worth idk how many % each. 1 contract law midterm paper to study for (when i am 5 weeks behind my readings for contract bloody hell). omgggg. and criminal law oral presentation right after break ends.
FUUUU.
plus i keep getting sidetracked by sleep.
I think the guys were right... when they came to my house in january this year to play kinect, idk who, maybe amos was the one who said "no wonder you always say you fall asleep, your bed is right in front of your table" HAHA SHIT MAN. MAYBE IT'S REALLY THE FENGSHUI OF MY TABLE. I am 100150182501850128401284X unproductive.
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