let's keep this short =) *maybe my shortest ever post xP*
PROMOS start tmrw!!!! omybloodyshit
hahaha.
GOOD LUCK TO ME. TO YOU and TO THE WORLD.
I think we'll be needing it xD
Im super GG-fied.
Days to Promos: 0
Revision Status
GP: 0%
Econs: 35%
Math: 50%
Bio: 60%
Chem: 25%
wahahaa. i shall really try to work my last min + day before magical productivity this week :)
[anyway: have been calling buddy every night to de-stress and rant (for abt 10 mins) abt what we havent done xD! ahahaha thank you for listening to me buddy and for answering my questions :D you are AWESOME and im glad to have you as my buddy-- =)]
JIAYOUUUUUUUUUUUUU~
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Wednesday, September 22, 2010
filled up the PSC internship application form today.... sianz. wish my sec four results were much better D: D: STUPIDDDDD. why did i slack off in the important year? what's the point of doing well/wasting so much effort in sec1-3 when sec4 mattered more? :/ whatevs. love my sec 2 marks, but shall stop harping back to it... glory of the days past. sigh. everything went DOWN in sec 4. hmph.
had to squeezeeeeee real hard for the 4 notable achievements column... hmm hope they wont ask abt the French Diplôme D'Études en Langue Française DELF thing! (or they'd find out that i merely passed) heh.
okay. time to get started on work!
coughing like crap sucks tho! coz i cant read out my notes to memorise! and if i cant memorise... then GG. :O
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of the 11 people who ponned class today xD am i the only fail one who was initially ponning to so called "study" but actually fell sick and spent the day in unproductiveness but no slacking either D:
HAIZ.
wthhhh. my sore throat is damn bad according to the doctor and i now have 4 kinds of medicine to take 3 times daily! D: and somehow, i clearly remember getting this particular combination of (sore throat, cough, fever, cold) for the 4th time this year already!!
1st- in March holidays where my voice became so low, archery pple called my voice a transvestite's voice! hmph. thanks very much DJ who kindly coined the term-.-
2nd- in April (one month later)
3rd- right after June Holidays (somehow i always get sick right after holidays? maybe coz i miss the slacking so much? xD)
4th- NOW. sianz. i rmber just finishing the course of antibiotics for the third sickness in august. now ive to start another course again??
my cells are going to die a sad cell death due to over influx of antibiotics! sad cases of collateral damage in the fight between the good (antibiotics) and the evil (the virus?) LOL.
anyway, only did a bit of math and started one chap of bio (carbs only!!!) SHIT. super slow... but nvmmmmm im quite happy actually, i have been much more hardworking than i was for CTs!! (the four day last minute chiong session :D)
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Monday, September 20, 2010
lesson learnt today: conversely.... even if the sky is super grey and overcast, a light heart culminates in light footsteps on the path home-bound! :) even the not-so-bright sunlight filtering thru storm clouds don't look bad at all and somewhere in my possession some roses won't ever droop and wither... xD
awwww thank you :)
and.
on a side note, the answer to that day's ff question that-was-sprung-on-me-like-a-bear-trap is yes :)
i realised there's no need to hide blessings.
weeeee.
`don't matter when the starting point was, all that matters is how long it lasts.
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Sunday, September 19, 2010
omg. i think i have ADHD!!!! Or something like that! (attention-deficit hyperactivity disorder) hahaha -.- maybe my bro is has passed his past childhood affliction that he got rid of as he grew older to me! omggggg. i CANNOT sit still and study anymore! I keep staring into space, or thinking of slacking or walking around. SHIT. and that explains why i read so super damn slow (much slower than everyone in class all the time) rawrrrrrr. because i keep rereading lines and have to use a ruler to read productively :X
on a side note, i havent studied much today (like seriously, one whole day on just Normal Distribution????) and im going to watch drama now AGAIN (im really asking for it, but cant seem to STOP.) and im already planning what to do after promos =.=
Yay my bro bought 4 more books today to complete the John Rain Assassin Series by Barry Eisler! :D THE BOOKS ARE DAMN NICE. the way the author writes is damn awesome. his plot and storyline is damn good also. Telling the story from the assassin's point of view, plus all the details and minute things/skills/careful survival skills you'd never think of. plus the many countries and scenery and culture and everything described is ... wow. hahaha yay cant wait to read them after promos! anyone who wants to borrow can ask :D
okay time to watch drama (ABIT) i swearrrrrrrrrrrrrr ill quit........... soon! ;D (shifty look.)
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my productivity sucks!! was supposed to finish all of stats by today, but instead just did some probability and binom+poisson distributions! ughhh. dammit. especially since sampling and hypothesis are impt topics (which i HAVENT DONE ANY TUTORIALS FOR -.-) and my pure math sucks ttm and i dun have any more time to do math anymore!
ahhhh.
and on a side note, this is a really bad attitude but i am GOING to slack and watch one ep of jap drama now because im addicted, an incurable slacker AND it's good to relax for awhile! (just a lil) wahahaha. going to watch 2nd ep of Sore wa Totsuzen Arashi no you ni!!! SUPER NICE. yamapi! what more can i say? xD and probably shouldnt have started watching a drama ep yest night esp with promos so near...... but thats ok. cant fight my natural instincts :D
-- everyday i look out of the window at the super bright, sunny and cloudless sky as well as the hints of blue sea peeking through the emerald foliage from across the ECP and i think YES I CAN ENJOY THIS AFTER PROMOS. GOGOGO. hahaha hope the imagery helped xD to all those who cant wait for promos to end so we can go playyyyyyyyy!!!!
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Friday, September 17, 2010
thursday! i like mos burger :):) even though onions are uncooked, there are random strangers who actually wait for HALF an hour for fast food and minestrone soup burns your entire throat! HAHA. veggie discussion!^^
friday! ahhhh love kat-tun songs =) especially the three from the latest newest album xD
No More Pain, FarAway and Right Now.
superrrrrrrrr gooddddddddd =)
but sadly Johhny's Entertainment is annoyingly copyrighted very strongly on Youtube.... cant find ANY MVs of KATTUN/Arashi/News/HeySayJump songs nowadays on youtube -.- haiz. but anw, managed to search for:
Far Away: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JLJuR8ap5dE&feature=related
(suchhhhhh a good song! shall go memorise lyrics one day.... if my brain doesnt implode after promos are over xD)
Right Now: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HK8yC_fN9u8
(should skip the first beatboxing 30 seconds of vid, i start my song in itunes from 30 something seconds too xD BUT THE REST OF THE SONG IS AWESOME. like a dance track, super catchyyyyyyy~~;D )
No More Pain: the most epic damn niceeeeeomgzxc song in the album.... the MV is DAMN NICE. http://tvpot.daum.net/clip/ClipView.do?clipid=24627746
(though it loads a bit slowly, ITS. SO. GOOD.)
okay. not like anyone's going to watch this now because of lousyshittyannoyingwthgoaway promos BUT~~~aiyah just go listen to one song to destress and relax.... wont regret it :D
i discovered listening to any of the above 3 songs once, makes me high and happy then i start work and can be productive for awhile :D YAY. today did math/probability in the library though! xP my brain is damn slowwwww (need to upgrade processor speed and RAM like nao~~ lol) was sitting with roxanne and mervyn!
HAHA rox and me are just sleepy kids who keep complaining abt doing work xD (superrrr sleepy pple too! hahaha went to eat RI secondary side canteen to eat with sandra, buddy, rox, yiling, jinhui! ate the jap food stall finally! it's okayyyy only i guess-- can see why RI ppl come our JC canteen all the time tho! ) then we tested out this theory on how if we stare down at pple studying on first floor from the top third floor of the library, see whether our *combined staring power * can make pple look up! HAHAHA. faillllll ;D must be coz rox wasnt utilising her brainpower to stare hard enough heh ^^
later the two of them left for consult! me did work slowly and painfully coz i CANT STAND PROBABILITY OMG. but anw.... later mervyn came back and his friend huanhock sat with us too! hmph had to leave to go home for dinner though... just as i was getting my math-doing momentum up and started doing a whole lot of qns(correctly somemore..... which is a miracle coz the whole day i was doing BASIC qns wrongly) !!
ahaha. kay. productivity for the rest of the day then flattened at zero percent for the rest of the evening as the computer is a lousy addictive monstrosity that devours my time in smallest unit increments of 3 hours at a go... x.x
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Wednesday, September 15, 2010
learnt that even the brightest sunlight on a clear warm day can seem slightly melancholy when you're down.
a combination of factors.
(i shall ignore the fact that the above 4-word statement is like an amalgamation of math and bio terms. ahaha. right)
just want to know whether those words engraved in silver were meant. i really hope they were. coz i do.
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Monday, September 13, 2010
i'm losing it.
it being my peace-of-mind, my calm and my sanity all rolled into one.
hate feeling so drained, yet no productivity is happening at the same time!
stress is a bad thing. especially when it makes you want to yell your heart out and at the same time punch something.
heh. violent tendencies.
---
on a side note, have hit on an extremely interesting discovery from looking and comparing 2 blogs of 2 friends... wahaha its so obvious when both talk abt the same thing with the same words. i wonder why you didnt tell me when we were talking/joking/nn promising to tell ea other stuff once upon a time...hehe ^^. maybe for the same reasons i havent been forthcoming either.... its kinda hard.
i wanted to address this to one initially while on a certain train of thought, but realised that actually, very often, everyone of us (or maybe me on a regular basis) take for granted/overlook this unspoken code of friendship.
--this goes out to you (you, you & you are a few im thinking of now too)... even if we don't see/talk to each other often, hope you know that ill always be glad to hear you out/hang out and i hope the same applies back to me too =)
blog ranting always makes me feel slightly better! hmmm. and yayyy im glad i saw becky today and we ranted for a whole 1 minute to ea other while walking off on our separate paths! HAHAHA. yayyy love ya muchhhhhh buddy! as always, you make me feel so much better! :)
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Sunday, September 12, 2010
haha. never thought i'd say this, but my bro rocks!!!!!! =)
haha he's damn nice if i may say so myself (haha luckily he doesnt read this or ego will just shoot skyhigh)
everytime i call back home, he'll be totally ready to drive and pick me up from wherever (though this is partly due to an ulterior motive as he lovessss any excuse to drive xD.... but still!) esp that time when i called from BOONLAY and he still insisted that he didnt mind driving specially ALL the way there to fetch me plus 4 other easties all the way back to the east (like tampines/pasir ris summore) =^^= and the best was when i was in the circle line home after celebrating syakir's bday, called bro's hp and said "hey can pick me up at dakota in 15 mins? thanks" *hangsup* and kenneth,syakir,miranda,dingjun's faces were like :O. HAHA. like having a chauffeur..... plus one who always offers to stop by anywhere to buy food/snacks/digress off wherever xD awwww thanks bro :)
and recently coz ive been trying in vain to study, so needed snacks to keep me awake.... bro has offered 4 times plus to help me buy snacks when he's on the way home, plus this aftnn he voluntarily gave me his oreos without me asking! =) yay though he says that he's doing it all to make me fat purposely.... still.... love ya bro!
:D
wow. i shall keep this post in mind, next time when i feel like kicking him for being a jerk! HAHA.
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reading GivesMeHope.com and listening to happy high new KAT-TUN music that i downloaded wholesale (the entire album xD wahahaha) suddenly made me so much happier and less depressed after the whole previous post =)
yayy happy for now! =)
2 superrrrrrrrr nice GMHs:
"Today at my high-school, I walked in the doors to find a post it note on everybodys locker.
That individually told them how beautiful/handsome they were.
There are over 4,000 lockers at my school.
The person who did that GMH."
***
"I have very prominent scars from years of cutting on my legs.
I wore shorts today for the 1st time in years. A little boy came up and told me “wow, you’re real brave and strong if you have so many battle scars. Next time let me fight for you. Pretty girls shouldn’t go to battle.”
His love GMH."
hahaha okay. time to sleep =)
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Saturday, September 11, 2010
i hate studying with tests in mind. hate it. hate it. hate it. hate it.
hate. it.
hate. it.
it. hate.
or maybe i just hate myself and how i cant sit down and concentrate for more than 5 fricking minutes anymore, how i read notes at 5 pages per hour. shit. i dunno how to go faster and its really burning me out.
i think i study stupidly. (even the word study and stupid look kinda alike). who the hell tries to memorise every word in the notes word by word. phrase by phrase. shitty line by shitty line. OMG. but i cant make myself NOT do it.... -.- spent the whole day today reading chem bonding I notes and am only halfway thru chem bonding II. and thats seriously the only thing i did today. didnt even slack/watch anime/relax by watching vids.... only slept for 45 minutes at 6pm! and the worse part is i keep digressing to rereading trashy novels lying around my cupboard!
(this is so like chinese olvl studying whereby i digressed till i read like 6 books from the Mediator series, 2 Eragon series books and a whole bunch of crap...)
i reread parts from The Host, Chasing Hary Winston, In Her Shoes and who knows what today... rawr. what the heck.
im so super tired, and the worst part is that ill probably forget all the crap i crammed into my head today by the day after tmrw. coz thats just how long my memory lasts-- for the short term goal of studying last min for the exam the next day.
hate my slow unproductive self D:
fmllllllllllllllllllllllllll--
the only thing i did this holidays: atomic structure and the lil bit of chem bonding i was ranting abt earlier.
i feel like slacking but i really cant, but whats the point of trying to study anyway? doesnt even feel rewarding.
want to know other pple's progress.... but will probably end up getting more stressed out than ever, coz ALL everyone talks abt on facebook nowadays is their studying (which makes me really freaked out coz how can everybody talk abt studying everymin of their lives so easily???) lol my bro says everyone in school is just trying to psyche each other out mentally.... but i mean, who on earth wld want to boast abt studying?
dangit wish i had the concentration span of my primary school hardworking self.... sit down for 5 hours then only need to break half hr at most...... sigh.
-.-
no happy post today i guess.
i wish my tests were asexual so they'd do themselves!
(ahahaha. reused.)
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Friday, September 10, 2010
30 nice visitors in 2 days and all but one have no decency to leave a tag??hmph D:<
i wish i had an IP address tracker, itd be so interesting to see!
anw, lolllll at the failed attempts to extract info! HAHA. the way the topic was brought up was quite innocuous! not bad not bad, nice try (Y) --- id have done the same thing! butttt too bad, it phailed (for some) precisely because id have done the same thing! hmmm.
yayy ate at pastamania with merv today=) after pw consult nn studying abit in school! haha discussed how theres no one's blogs to read anymore -.- so boring! all my previous sources of entertainment all got locked or removed or deleted or pple decided they were too busy (and apparently im either not busy enough or just not getting worried enough abt the state of my current screwed study situation!)
hahaha siannnn have been eating too much gd food lately (seafood last night with parents yummmm ^^) and not exercising!!!! and not doing work either!!!!
-.- the usual problems of my life. moving on.
haha. let's type a list of things i really really want to do here so that i can concentrate on chionging studying and prevent feeling too much regret when promos are over nn i want to slack properly but feel guilty coz of not studying hard enough!
whew, my sentences are too bloody long. the main problem in WR. and in GP essays too. zzzzz.
List:
1. Go outtttttt :D:D yayy cant wait for mass slacking outings :D kboxxxxxx, settlers/some game place where everyone can be high and screaming tgt, hmm never been to an icecream place like island creamery or marble slab or wherever too!
2. EXERCISE. omg sitting down and attempting (failingly) or pretending to study really makes you fat -.-
3. SHOPPING. crap i need a new bag (coz mine is falling apart) and clothes obv though my mum thinks i have too much (though i havent bought a thing this year after chinese new year while she has bought at least 15 pieces of clothing alr._.). Want to go uniqlo and newlook and topshopppp! damnnnn niceeeeeee stuff! hahaha my bro so generously offered to go shopping with me and sponsor me too when he has cash, but seeing as he's never going to save any money or have much money on hand.... moot point xD tho its sweet!
4. ANIME/DRAMA fangirling time xD. hahaha watching at home or marathoning with pple :D ahhh can't wait ^^
5. of coz there's more trainings, boonlay countdown crap, OP, whats left of WR, and other stuff coming up buttttt lets ignore that first :D
ahhh. time to attempt starting work! (yesterday-- the day my study plan was supposed to start, was a fail day coz i spent most of it packing my numerous stacks of undone notes then sleeping and then all i did was read 5 fricking pages ._. AHH.)
on a side note, listening to Kimi ga kirai na kimi ga suki makes me damn high and happy and wanting to study! (maybe) (if that's even possible) xD
i changed the music playlist on the side of the blog xD the first song-- Wonder by Akanishi Jin Ft. Crystal Kay is superrrrrr niceeee omg. and the vid is damn cool coz the dancing is awesome! then there's kimi ga kirai na kimi ga suki and 2 more jap songs =) shit. so not what i shuld be doing when studying is on the line---
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Thursday, September 09, 2010
yayyy and my day is made =)
or more like my morning! hehehe. 2.30 am omgosh xD
purple blobbbbbb =^^=
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Wednesday, September 08, 2010
OMG. I FEEL SO SCREWED. I havent started revising AT ALL. And it's not like revising is the only thing i have to do, i havent even CAUGHT UP to all the ridiculous amount of backlog of homework which i never ever did during the school term... :X omggg why am i so behind?
And the worst part is.... though i can rant and worry like the above, i don't really feel the urge/worry/whatever to START NOW. WHY??? It's like my brain is thinking one thing but im just stoning and lehpaking my time away still!
SHITTTT. And its not like i do work/revise at a very fast rate as well! in fact im super slow at absorbing! So I need twice the time to study as a normal person, but have actually twice less, so im going to get a quarter of everyone's marks if im lucky :X
ahhhhhhh~
- on a side note, hate it when people dun replyyyyy. hmph D:
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Sunday, September 05, 2010
`a story of the park, the sand and wind, failed homework attempts, a vampire movie parody, much laughter, warmth and a heart pendant :)
heartttt today :) a good good day =^^=
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Thursday, September 02, 2010
today there wasnt econs lesson or econs remedial! ^^ i likeeeeeeee staying in school and feeling free to do anything you want to do xD
hahaha. however due to peer pressure in general, went to the library and sat with jinhui and dawn to study (or attempt to study in my case ;D), while roxanne & mervyn's grp and jack & sarah's grp went to do pw! hahaha wahhh shucks im super slow and unproductive!! like only did 10 mcq questions for chem eqm in 2 hrs?? OMG. coz i kept. getting. stuck. why am i so dumb = = i got EACH QUESTION WRONG AFTER I DID THEM so had to redo/ get stuck/puzzle over each one for a long while... a lot of the questions were silly errors :3 rawrrr
anyway, at 4.40 went with jinhui to go eat something! hahaha mervyn couldnt eat anything coz of his meeting starting! ahaha too slowwww luhh someone xD yummm instant noodles tom yam flavor! ahaha. later went to sign up with roomies for Middle East Program Trip rooming slots :D yayyy rooming with florence (goh) should be fun :D then NICE ME waited with jin hui and gossiped till her mum came!
on the way out i met CHERYLLLLLLLL :D yayyyy im so glad guides batchies like her and brenda and sarah buddy are so good to talk to =) hahaha. we had a damn fun/spastic time laughing at the tables with umbrellas beside the canteen :D OMG 2 SPASTIC people are unstoppable together!!!! and we are so sameeeeeeeee we realised today:) right down to the falling asleep malu-ating incidents on public transport, to our inability to study properly/at a faster rate, to our shortness ;D, to our pw experiences (our lehpak grps and how we cant understand why so many grps can be so disciplined and ON abt pw!) HAHA. and LOL though i took out my chem eqm mcq bklet in a futile effort to study again, it was like do one question, *LAUGH damn hard at something spastic*, start reading first line of next qn *LAUGH*, try to continue *LAUGH*
ahaha :) yayyy must have a heart to heart talk sometime next time as promised! love how we can randomly see each other for once in a long while and yet still connect :)
love ya dear!
on a side thought, last night was a happy night :)
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Wednesday, September 01, 2010
HAHAHA. these two days have been awesomeeeeeee xD (i really shouldnt be so carefree and slack coz promos is really insidiously sneaking up on us but NVM for these 2 days i guess ;D)
yesterday went to watch step up 3 with sarah, sandra, yiling, roxanne, mervyn (and his friend) and jack! quite niceeee ;D though buddy keeps accusing me of being a guy when i fangirl over the girl who is seriously damn hot coz all dancers are hot that way and also she has damn toned abs!! LOL. then when i fangirl over the guy who has damn nice abs nn superrrrrr goodlooking as well buddy also tells me not to hyperventilate HAHAHA. buddy never is happy xD lollll i swear the whole cinema squealed during the last part when everyone was making up and making out. LOL! but buddy says it was all the characters in the movie and not the cinema HAHA oops!
then went to eat sushi buffet at sakaeeeeeee :D SANDRA is epic!! sooooo manyyyyyy chawan mushis xD but theyre gooddddddddddddd and we all played forfeit games for food we couldnt finish! damnnnn fun!^^ haiz missed NAPS prischul outing tho :X but nvm shall try to make the next one i guess!
anw, we went to celebrate syakir's birthday at dinner tonight! Of course, he didnt know that, and i had the awesome task of meeting and bringing him to the place we were eating (TURKISH FOOD resturant "Sofra" at shaw towers) hahaha. omg im a damn good actress please! When miranda called to tell me when to tell them that he's arriving, i was pretending on my side of the phone to be like "omgggggg yall are lost?? where are you? Walk down beach road to the junction of middle road... blah blah blah"! hehe.
anw, tonight our exco reached an all time high peak of sickness!! omg too high already the 7 of us, and damn sick! plus think the same way--same wavelength LOL! hahaha someone introduced the idea/gag that if you add the words "IN BED" behind a sentence, ANY sentence no matter how innocuous would become a sick sentence! so we started using it!! THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE DINNER. ahaha epicness! i want to type quotes here (and maybe i will another day) but for now... i BET we'll be quoting each other on FB very very soon through tags xD like the last time we had an epic convo! laughed so hard! the restaurant (like every other restaurant we go to) was probably super quiet and peaceful after we left!
the waiters at the restaurant screwed the cake up! They brought out the cake we bought TOO EARLY. like hello??? half of us havent even got our food yet and you bring the cake out?? plus we JUST specially told them 5 mins earlier to bring it out only when we were done eating! LOL. but nvm.... HAHA miranda phailed in squirting caramel all over syakir's face when the cake came out! missed and hit his shirt instead! BUT later we managed to get gold paint and more caramel onto him when he closed his eyes (was forced to close his eyes) to make a wish! why golden paint and caramel? on account of his super-egoness of always saying his skin is GOLDEN BROWN and CARAMEL coloured!!
we all gave him some wooden massager that was round and ball-ish (x2) in shape and LOL waichoong wrote on the card "giving you something that you don't have" HAHA. geddit. and kenneth was like "syakir take it back can anot/put it back...... put it backkkk!!" LOL the bimbo thought at first that it was part of the turkish restaurant's cutlery == HAHA because they laid it there in place of his cutlery! would be damn funny to see him try to eat with it! ANDDDDD VID OF THE "put it back" is upppppp ;D nicenice
andand we totally fulfilled his wishes! During the last formal boonlay countdown meeting, he saw the GrassRootLeader's IPAD and was like "i want oneeeeeeeeeeeeee *whines*" HAHA. WE SO DID GET HIM ONE! LOL if you get what i meannnnn;D
okay so many fun times these few days :D though im so screwed for promos!
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