sigh.
idk why i feel so exhausted and drained when i wake up each day
the nightmares are so exhausting. and filled with non-good feelings.
whether i remember them or not, i know they were there.
ugh.
i haven't had so many bad dreams in so many nights as i've had in this week since like... primary school? Maybe it's the stress & loneliness. that much correlates to pri school days. and that correlates to mugger tendencies also. (i.e. i was hardworking in the past, and quality of life went down also HAHA)
i need to relax.