HAHAHA omg i just found this lyrics from one of GD's songs and it's like HAHA what spot-on lyrics man!!! *looks at my own phone's wallpaper* LOLOL and there was some other korean idol singer from Super Junior who was saying on a variety show that his own girlfriend doesn't have his picture on her phone but instead, she has Gdragon's HAHAHA. ego lyrics ftw.

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Met Amos, Chris and Mervyn today for a movie (Ted! About teddy bears and omg it's damn funny and sick and also sad haha quite a good movie!) and then we went to frolick and talked/frolicked lol.

Haha I think this is my first non-school related outing I've had since school started? Other times when i went out were when I ate meals with Brenda and Renci as farewells, and these were in between school/before I rushed to school and I couldn't hang out much with them :( sigh.

Anyway, I realise I miss the guys quite a lot:/ haven't seen them since 7-8 july or something. And like I guess you really only realise these things after awhile after you have gradually let it happen? and it's scary. In these 2years, what if we are all so busy we see each other 3times a year? And then when they go overseas to study (a possibility for most of them) it'll be one time a year or smth. Sigh. And the others like sarah/becky etc who I havent seen for quite awhile also D: Plus brennnn who just went overseas D:

I realise I haven't met the exco since school started as well. But recently our whatsapp group has been exploding with 600+messages a day coz they all really too free (2 ooc doing office work, 1 lepak police officer and 1 slacking around at bmtc commanding people around ahaha) .

Anyway must resolve to manage my time better, to have a fun uni life, at the same time, study hard and still make time for old friends.

Or what would be the joy in life anyway? Something I've been asking myself recently while looking to the future of this career path I have chosen to start upon. You study your school life away, then you start working as a measly assistant to pompous rich lawyers and then 5years of toiling and not having much social life later, you look at yourself and you're already tired, sapped and 30years old...

What about having the time to enjoy the world around you, to enjoy the company of precious people, to eat good food, travel and go to places. Idk, but is that what people talk about when they write about how Man works his whole life for money/success but never gets the chance to enjoy it? I do hope that that very chance will come along next time or that I will have the courage to tell myself when to step back and maybe change something if I don't feel it is the way I want my life to go. 

Meanwhile I should probably just study hard so that I will have more choices for this future I envision. And need to remind myself to go running lol. I'm becoming damn fat. But I feel non-fat lol maybe coz stress=lose weight?! Hmm.

On a much lighter note, Big bang concert was really freaking awesome. Omg. Screamed so much ahahaha. It's damn hilarious, like in between the songs when they talk to the audience, everything they say in Korean, we just scream and melt at every line, like crazy eh. But that's the fun: you know it's crazy and fangirly and illogical to be so obsessed with people who are as normal as your everyday person except they went into a different profession that involves entertaining/dancing/singing (and it doesn't hurt that they look so mega attractive also) but you do the crazy fangirly things anyway because it's fun!

And the song performances were awesome, the stage, the flow, the atmosphere, the vocals! All the hit Korean songs that almost 80%of the audience could sing along to because we memorized the language that we didn't know. Haha and Bigbang really almost doesn't dance anymore, haha but their performances are the bomb in terms of swag/attitude/vocals and rapping!!

Brenda and I have a plan for a south Korean trip when we are 30years old LOL, joking that we might possibly be forever alone at that age and so we will go on some fangirly trip ahaha. Can't wait man. I really want to go overseas with friends to shop/enjoy life/eat/(stalk idols lol of we are still interested at that age.)

And omg when I see the London/Uk pictures of everyone in general, I'm really very jealous :( so prettyyyyy and I can totally imagine being in an idealic cafe (white tablecloths and pictures on the walls) in some picturesque street/alley with coblestones and old buildings, drinking coffee (that I'm not allergic to) and people-watching/talking to good company. Wahh hahaha how far removed I am right now.

lol btw i dont know whats wrong with my blog's font format these days, damn weird. and my music player doesnt work anymore LOL. idk why and im too lazy to fix it/find more songs.