recently ive spent 9hours or more (or more like 2 days, counting sleep etc) doing something for 2 close friends' bdays. now i feel incredibly omg crap stressed because everyone is freaking out over thirty-something days left to A's (Armageddon) and here i am, spending the past few days sleeping/slacking/doing that mysterious something. yesterday was spent like this. woke up, did the first present till 3pm, slept, went out shopping for stuff with mum (yessss, a new bag to replace my falling-apart-one), came back, started 2nd present, slept. today finished the 2nd one finally from 12 to 3. i am now mentally exhausted.
i should like to think i value my friends over all else. and i really really do value them greatly. but sometimes, a little snide corner of my mind starts telling me that im being an idiot and all this can wait for just a little while, and it's not like they're dying there and im refusing to perform CPR, but something less of an emergency. idk anymore. ugh.
but angst and stress aside, anyway it's done :) proud of myself. perhaps i should just seize the rest of my time and make the best use of it possible.
i found this picture on fb. HAHAHA. hopefully it's not true.
LOL-ness aside, i was feeling quite sad for guys subjected to high expectations (thus resulting in the venn diagram above)... Until i found a venn diagram about females also -.-'' HAHA clinically insane tsk.
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