going through some experiences makes you realise what you really want and don't want.
i guess that's why they call life a learning experience.
this process shall continue, but i know part 1/x (where x is an element of positive integers HAHAHA) of this set of lessons has been taught to me already. and i shall remember it hopefully.
when i look at some scenes and feel nothing but detachment and mild interest, i feel perfectly satisfied. ohhhyeaaa.
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our class (or some of it) was taking photos at this superrrrrrrr scenic pretty pond area near the height elements at the side of the RJ track today. haha had a quite fun time xD and flirted nonsensically with dawn a wholeeee lot today xD hehe we're gonna have a wedding and jon is going to be our best man. HAHAHA.oops ;)
[i was gonna type 'i swear im straight' but this makes me puzzle about the "what's straight about you?" answer to my statement. MOZ, WHAT DOES THAT MEAN. I CANT BELIEVE YIFAN GETS IT BUT I DON'T. ]
then anyway i walked away from the class alone, and walked to the mrt alone and took the mrt & bus home alone and the best part is.... i felt perfectly fine doing it. hopefully i can keep this independent mindset more often. I mean, i'm very happy to have company when i go places/study (really happy) but being alone isn't dreadful and im glad.
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today my very amusing math tutor told me with genuine surprise "that's the smartest thing you've said all day!!". I was like OMG-.- HAHA and then later when i corrected a mistake he made, he was like "omg so pro today" and more genuine surprise & incredulity ensued. tsk.
HAHA totally what happens when composers get some attitude~~ 8D i was like omggg so true, every time you see some absolutely disgusting key (at least this one has no double sharp etc) you'll whine & complain at the score XD
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