ahhh i think i have diagnosed my problem.
why do i spend such long hours on the computer and end up not really concretely slacking the way i started off planning to do.
when i recommend videos to people to watch, i end up watching the videos again tgt with them and also before recommending, i watch the vids to check.
and then when i stalk stuff with people, i read the same things again. OMG. i am suchhh a time-wasterrrrrr.
lol i guess its fun because i like hearing what friends think about the same hilarious stuff. everytime i watch/read something funny i think of anyone i can share it with.
but omgggg today (the day of slacking) ended. and tmr need to study siannnnnnn lahhh. nn i just did everything twice/thrice/four times LOLOLOL. and i realised everyone i stalk/watch/do stuff with on msn (for the last 2 years) they log off and go sleep hours before me because i always waste sooo much time later continuing to digress.... sigh, self-destructive behavior!! STOPPP. or your health will just go poof. like the last time i had an online sleepover with mir LOL XD that was fun.... we said goodbye at 5am and i continued slacking till6plus. no self-control.
but at any rate, life is after all mostly about the people in it. so it's cool. just that i need self-discipline AFTER that.