why must mir and syakir run off home (to the same one? hmmmm:O) so earlyyyyyyyy after sch ended!! haha so me and ding were going to eat lunch... and oh joy. ran into his classmates. they are soooooooo annoying. tsk. why must they pop up at the most qiao moments. -.- nn they stalked us (NOISILY) from sch to mrt to j8. so anw, yay rather pdtive studying in LJSilvers today. 3hrs plus plus! we are always so silently chionging straightt thru our own work. pressurizinggg hardcore mugging machine ding. tho it makes me study.
but the idiot made me eat lunch earlier at a place i ate with classmates just the very DAY BEFORE. bimtchhhhhh. omg. ah well. later had to buy a random drink at longjohns just to be allowed a seat! at least i finished electrochem bklet. but came home and slacked like nobody's business. haiz. 3K knows me by my (horrendously sad/tragic) nickname, but alot dunno my real name. WTP -.- and you'd think if there was actually something/anything among any of us, we'd 4 not be so SHAMELESS on facebook right. but apparently, they cant tell the difference haha ah well. we are too good alr. HAHA.
just read baby's LJ. am so inspired by the post about the supremely giving warm elderly couple. haha and kinda happy~... the kinda way that you feel when you see other people being happy/content or when you realise that the world goes on without stopping for individual miseries because it is so much bigger than that.
hahaha :) which brings us back to a gd point: happiness is what you decide to be, not something that someone else can dictate for you/point out to you/put conditions to. because if you decide not to be happy, no matter what joys and comforts you possess that others point out to you, you'd never appreciate them/be happy for them. and when you yourself are happy in yourself (while being yourself), you will be just that, even when the world aims to bring you down.
hehe. i wish i could be mature/wise enough to say that this shall be my aim in life from now on. but i know, it won't happen just like that *snap*. hopefully tho, will rmb this when i feel down and out.
note to self: must stop feeling ticked off/frustrated. zzzxc.
The spark I seemingly once saw (while on a path of folly) dances
In another ember, waiting to ignite.
Lament this tardy realisation
Twas that caused this (once) cold fireplace
original creations don't sound as good as they did in your head. maybe shuld have wrote it down the moment i stepped thru the door. ah well. i sorta forgot some parts.
LOL the influence of this flight of fancy: my mum recently borrowed a book of poetry by sylvia plath. hahaha, was reading and trying hard to understand. was wishing after 2-3 half-meandering attempts, that i took lit a little longer... or that the book had an analysis section. heh. but i like. languages are fun.
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