sick of this lah.
life sucks.
go to school wondering why the hell i go in the first place.
come home not wanting to come home.
hating the dull moments of silence in between the 2 places while travelling.
feel so annoyed at myself these days, why the hell am i not doing what i need to? and why the hell am i still complaining when i know this doesn't solve a single fricking problem?
angst tonight.
hate how i feel so worthless. how one daos me, how another few have utterly floated off to better prospects (huh), how some others just don't really care anymore, dun wait anymore, dun bother anymore. partly my fault? yes it was. and there's somehow no way of correcting it anymore. how 2 groups of people can catch me between but at the end of the day, either side doesn't really care? yes. maybe it's me.
and in between all those descriptions, i realise that no few specific people fit these descriptions (as i intended to start off with), but many.
did i let you all down that much?
im sorry.
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