will post about awesome nice good friday outing another time.... when im not emo. or ill just ruin it. shuldn't. it was a really good day =)f my life. sigh. youth club is like sapping away my life (and what's left of it) like a black hole.
if i could actually take all the time i spent on youth club, and put it on studies instead, i can tell you, id be sooooooooo ahead in studies, it'd make everyone's heads spin.
sigh. this farewell book for mdm is killing me. spent two whole days on it. and im not halfway done. and this is just a first rough draft. oh god.
my whole life has been revolving around picture picture photos photos saikang photos and organising them as well as event writeups and organising them. siannnnnnnnnnnn.
okay i havent touched work all weekend.
FML.
idk why im so freaking emotional these days.
yesterday, i laid in bed for more than an hr. (the feeling of tears going down your cheeks is at once gratifying and at once horrifying) (why the hell are they there)
at this, i realised i am so damn screwed.
deleted part of this post. better this way. leave it at that.