okay today i realised the full extent of my screwededness!
finally put all my notes into neat stacks (according to topic) and wrote out a list of everything i need to do. AND ZOMG. i need to progress at an IMPOSSIBLE and INHUMANE rate of 4chaps of chem/math per day and that will leave me with 1 day (the day before the econs test/sunday) for econs and NONE FOR BIO AT ALL.
SHIT. WHY SO SCREWED D:
okay. dunno why, i was progressing at a fast rate (with no digressions or naps whatsoever) but i only managed to print out everything/sort everything the entire today. SIAN. why so long D:
and esp the STUPIDDDD econs notes (macro aims and issues) went to find the lecturers slides... she never post slides... she posted the 4 videos of her 4 lectures. so had to scroll thru them. and the thing is. WHY IS THERE SO MUCH MATERIAL not inside the notes??? copy until want to die.
sian. okay shall sleep early. REALLY NEED to do work tmr. and tsk stupid econs h3 class tmr aftnn. i dun even understand what the professor says anymore. sianz zomg.
nvr slack alr. why so slow still? :X
thank you my dear friend, for listening to me and always saying the right thing! :)
i spent yesterday night missing life as it was. regretting. but things, as they always do, change. live life. as it was meant to be lived.