afraid to start a convo going, for fear of a cold shoulder
afraid to say what you actually feel, for fear of people taking offense
afraid of doing things, for fear of messing up.
shouldn't let fear rule my life, but that's hard to do.
sigh..
school is stressful too. i HATE chem lessons. practicals especially. rawr. im so. fricking. slow. and the thing is i really didn't understand what was happening today. was in a total haze, didnt understand anything mrs tan said and no one could answer my questions properly, coz they were so busy rushing their own things. ok at least buddy nicely spared more time tryng to explain to me.... which is much better than what can be said of the rest -.-
sian. want to cry every chem tutorial and practical. which is what happened this week. but aiyah. nvm.
okay. nn why is it that i bother again? oh wait. oh yea. im an idiot.
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