sometimes do you wonder, "what am i lacking and what have i done wrong?"
okay.
yesterday's post was supposed to go with a 3 para sorta annoyed/irritated/angst about a friend. but luckily i decided against it. good, i would have regretted it today had i done otherwise. shld not have such bad rein of one's emotions and anw its an unreasonable annoyance with her too. ah well, over and done with. hope to see the good in my friends. specially since they are my friends (at some point in time of our acquaintance) nn pillars of support (no matter how shaky).
boonlay meeting was again a blur. sian i am damnnnnn confused when i go for meetings nowadays. nothing goes into my head no matter how hard i listen. and the clubhouse seems to have some killer method that effectively 100% gives u headaches. oh at least tonight there was a christmas dinnerrrrrrrrrrrr =) shucks we missed to phototaking (DANG!) but we still got the foodddd. which was good (Y). shepherd's pie X2 types, potato salad, garden salad, roast beef, ham, turkey, tasty rice, pasta, log cake, savoury pies, chocolatessssss.
hmmmm train ride was nice=) no highing for once. but had a nice talk. (well me and mir did... had no idea what the other 3 guys were doing!) haha oh forgot to pay dj back for the 100% koi bubble tea he bought from tamp for me! haha bitchhhhhh, order 100% for mine somemore while his was 50% (just coz i said anything suibian) and DARE to say "ahahhaa will become sweet potato alr" THANKS friend. and talking abt thanks, omgggg potato-ness has spread to archery. omg curse the day russell lim yi ting picked up on the potato gag from ding. shittttt. archers are damn good suanners. die alr, haha the barbs and arrows will hit spot on. and yingyao is the root of all problems. plus i NEED to get that super unglam pic of me out of his hp contact pics. OMG. mir,kenneth,wc,EVERYONE got a glam pic of their choice. i didnt -.-
seriously my bro is awesome. he even called me today to ask if i needed a ride. on his own accord! woa xD hahaha thanks bro! and he always forgives me if im abit late and make him wait. and we have damn spastic convos in the car, involving me not wanting to reach home in a bodybag/a million itty bitty pieces and him being too proud of his driving *ahem-speed driving-ahem* skills to get into an accident.
today we were talking abt Grenade by Bruno Mars. Epic lah. he was bashing bruno mars coz he thinks he's a whiny guy who just cant get over it and get over himself. hahaha. then i was arguing that gals like the song coz it's so manly yet at the same time romantic (and they subsequently forget how parts of the song is actually insulting the woman in question by saying she's from hell...). hahaha but i really love it.... the tune, the voice, the sound and emotions he invokes when he sings.... ESPECIALLY the "but you won't do the same" and "take take take it all" and the CHORUS omg. (okay wait actually the entire song is sooo emotive) nn even tho the lyrics are quite sad. its like hope giving right, that in this world, some people can actually make someone even feel like that.
one sided things are asymmetrical and not pretty.
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