lol today's training was also a photoshoot by raffles photog! Yayy coolioz pics to be put around the pe block in school. lol i bet the photographers now know archery is one friggin sick cca! so many sick jokes and puns abounded while e photographer was there.... Worse offenders being a select few of us and our dear coach ken.
ehh my eyes have been red the whole day. worse part and scary thing is, i didnt feel any pain or itch at all while at the range. but they said my eyes were bloodshot lol. eh. now im tired tho. feel damn tired, and eyes are painfullll.
shot 30metres today for the first time! plus started training using my clicker! (yay thanks jordan! my htht buddy!xD haha for forcing me to use it and helping me adjust it...) super tiringgg but it shuld do wonders in the long run for maintaining even draw length. haiz. i will miss archery quite badly next year when i have to miss trainings like siao =( love our team.
why is it that everytime i mention i have various cca on, my mum isnt happy. i mean COME ON. at least im motivated to go for cca. ugh. and im not failing am i? you don't know how hard other pple in this school work (there are pple with sports ccas, council, blah blah blah much more than me), i am not overloaded ttm yet. and i dun want to let stuff go just coz you think i might be as tired as how you would feel if you were in my place. or just coz you dont see me studying as much as you think i should.. but im still fine tyvm. we've been doing this for at least 2 years alr. the utmost stress and late night sleeps that we are all used to. gah. things are not how they used to be when you were in jc. leave it in peace please? but i guess its impossible. i think i waste more energy arguing and worrying abt what mum thinks (dad is fine and on my side but zomg why so powerless?) more than actually harnessing this energy to do what i shuld be doing-- trying my best to cope with everything. sian a vicious cycle, where what is supposed to help me, isnt really.
am tired and sian. dunno why. a nightly feeling before i descend into emo-ness. however am too tired to even emo tonight... but when i think of people whom have made me reasonably happy-er today i feel better.
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