i am stupid and unwise
i want to tear a part of my brain out and throw it down the drain where thoughts i want to get rid of will stay there.
to be thought of, remembered and talked to can make a person deliriously happy. but when one side of the equation is removed, such a long and hard fall indeed.
i am sick and tired of trying. of hoping that things will work like how they are supposed to work. the world is not a perfect place, everyone knows that, but we just keep hoping anw.
well, to eff with hope. what's the point of hope, when all it does is give u the opportunity to be subsequently crushed. like how what goes up will ultimately come crashing down.
goodnight.
...idk what this post is about. im delusional and raving. yes you can admit it. oh and while you leave thinking "what a crazy bitch", why don't you leave a tag on the tagboard that's been rotting for 2months that no one bothers to tag on but they still read my blog anw. kthxbye. enjoy your lives.
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